Christina Aguilera’s “Not Myself Tonight”: More Illuminati Music


Christina Aguilera’s new album and video introduces fans to a definite style change. The singer now clearly fits the mold of the occult music industry by  incorporating its themes and symbolism into her art. We will look at the hidden meaning of her video “Not Myself Tonight” to and we’ll see how her new album relates with the rest of the music industry.

I’ve always considered Christina Aguilera to be a notch above most pop singers due to the fact that she could actually sing. However,  in order to continue with her success, it was only a matter of time before she ended up in the same place as the other pop stars in the market today. Everything about her new album is heavily tainted with the Illuminati agenda, and the first single Not Myself Tonight acts as an initiation piece. It contains many elements seen in other videos discussed on The Vigilant Citizen, which probably explains the number of e-mails I’ve received regarding it. Some observers have accused Not Myself Tonight of copying Lady Gaga’s Bad Romance. We will see that this plagiarism is, in fact, Christina only following the trend forced on pop stars.

Warning: Parts of this article might be disturbing for some.

From Christina to Xtina

Christina was first discovered by Disney, a company that has specialized in recruiting kids who then progressively become sex bombs as the years go by (Miley Cyrus is next).  Christina was part of a particularly prolific edition of the Mickey Mouse Club.

Christina used her great talent to make her way into the pop scene with the 1999 album Christina Aguilera, with a clean “innocent teen” look. Everything changed in 2002-2003 with the release of the album Stripped. In a very symbolic performance during the 2003 MTV Video Music Awards, Christina is “consecrated” by the Kabbalistic Grand Priestess Madonna. This highly publicized event deserves a second look.

2003 VMA Perfomance

Taking place on a Masonic checkerboard-patterned floor, this symbolic performance is the ritualistic initiation of Britney Spears and Christina Aguilera into the occult music business. The ceremony starts with Britney and Christina making their way down a pyramid-shaped cake singing Madonna’s Like a Virgin. The song choice is very significant as it describes the young singers’ purity and innocence before the ceremony. This is also reinforced by their white gowns. Then the Priestess comes out, wearing a black tuxedo and a Masonic top hat.

She sings Hollywood, a song about the city symbolizing the entertainment establishment, the gateway to super-stardom. Madonna is a representative of the occult industry and welcomes Britney and Christina into it. She sings:

Everybody comes to Hollywood
They wanna make it in the neighborhood
They like the smell of it in Hollywood
How could it hurt you when it looks so good?
Shine your light now
This time it’s got to be good
You get it right now
Cause you’re in Hollywood

The entire performance puts into light Madonna’s domination and superiority over the singers. She ultimately passes on the torch to the two singers with a symbolic kiss.

They should maybe bear in mind this verse from the song Hollywood:

I lost my memory in Hollywood
I’ve had a million visions bad and good
There’s something in the air in Hollywood
I tried to leave it but I never could

Following in the footsteps of Madonna, Christina and Britney then appeared to dabble with Kabbalah, though only a “Hollywood” brand of Kabbalah, as tattoos are not permitted in its sacred scriptures.

Left is Britney’s tattoo of the Hebrew letters Mem-Hey-Shin, one of the 72 names of God. This one represents “healing”. Right is Christina’s tattoo of the Hebrew characters Yud and Bet, apparently dedicated to her husband Jordan Bratman.

In the years that followed, Christina took the apparently obligatory “sexualization” path of Illuminati idols and also appeared in works associated with black magic and mind control.

New Christina

Black magic photo shoot complete with ritualistic pentagram and discarded dolls
Dehumanization and alter persona symbolized by the mannequin

Her latest effort completely embraces today’s Illuminati agenda by exploiting the theme of transhumanism (explained in this article). The album title “Bi-on-ic” and the cover art is truly about the merger of man and robot. Christina’s head is portrayed as a programmable mechanism, a concept relating to mind control. “Bi-On-Ic” also apparently means “bisexual on ice”, ice being the slang word for methamphetamine. So, when she is under the influence of this powerful drug, she becomes bisexual. Knowing that methamphetamine is extensively used on mind control victims, especially in sexual programming, the album title is rather disturbing.

Christina as a programmable robot (reference to mind control) and the now inevitable focus on one eye

More One Eye Symbolism

As seen in many other articles, almost all pop artists taking on Illuminati themes in their art almost always flash the “one eye sign” in their videos or photo shoots. Christina is not an exception.

Concept of Not Myself Tonight

Not Myself Tonight has been accused of copying Lady Gaga’s Bad Romance. Although the videos were produced by two different directors (Francis Lawrence for Gaga and Hype Williams for Christina), they both exploit similar themes, which are also common in many other pop music videos. Although it is easy to say “the b***h copied Gaga!”, this statement does not take into consideration the bigger picture of the music industry. The same themes are expected and required to be prevalent in today’s hits. The industry defines its own trends and in order to be successful, artists must follow these trends and communicate the same messages. Not Myself Tonight is simply a continuation of the Illuminati agenda through another artist, and therefore exploits its trademark themes such as mind control, transhumanism, occult initiation and so forth. Here’s the video.

The subject of the song is Christina being “not herself tonight” which is, at face value, her wanting to go out and go crazy, “kissing the boys and the girls.” However, the imagery and symbolism of the video adds another level of interpretation to the song that refers to mind control, occult initiation and alter personalities. The theme of being “out of character” and not controlling one’s actions is often portrayed in recent videos and is associated, through symbolism, to Monarch programming or supernatural “possession.” This is often symbolically represented by the classic “devil horns” as seen on the promo image of her single.

As said earlier, she is just following the trend set by the industry.

Monarch programming is a mind-control method based on the creation of an alternate persona through the usage of torture and ritual abuse. Some authors on the subject, such as Ron Patton, have mentioned that Monarch programming utilizes ancient occult techniques reminiscent of spirit possession. The lyrics of the song reflect the creation of a new persona:

“I’m out of character, I’m in rare form
And if you really knew me, you’d know its not the norm

Cos I’m doing things that I normally won’t do
The old me is gone
, I feel brand new
And if you don’t like it, f**k you”

As we will see later, the symbolism of the video is based on initiation and on the creation of an alter personality, which is expressed lyrically The old me is gone, I feel brand new. The theme of being a crazier/wilder/sexier self is often portrayed in recent videos and is almost always coupled with scenes of restraint, dehumanization and/or torture. This is an obvious case of cognitive dissonance, where the portrayal of torture is a part of one’s “liberation.” In Not Myself Tonight, Christina is seen hog-tied with her eyes forced opened, which is reminiscent of mind control victims being forced to watch videos to reinforce their programming.

This practice is depicted in the mind-control themed Clockwork Orange by Stanley Kubrick.

Screen shot from Clockwork Orange where Alex is forced to watch ultra-violent scenes as part of his reprogramming.

Sex Kitten Programming

The first part of the video is heavily tainted with references to mind control and, more precisely, Sex Kitten programming. This trend is becoming increasingly common in the music and fashion industry.

BETA. Referred to as “sexual” programming. This programming eliminates all learned moral convictions and stimulates the primitive sexual instinct, devoid of inhibitions. “Cat” alters may come out at this level.
-Ron Patton, Project Monarch

In mind control, Beta programming, also known as Sex Kitten programming creates in the dissociative victim an alter-personality that is a programmed to be sex slave.

“The mind will begin to dissociate, and will begin to reverse the primordial brain functions such as pain is pleasure. The person’s mind rearranges. This is often done with Beta alters or Beta models to get them to think that the pain of sadistic r**e is a pleasure. After this reversal in the mind that “PAIN IS LOVE”, the S&M kitten alters will beg their handler to slap them, tie them up, hurt them, etc.”
– Cisco Wheeler and Fritz Springmeier, The Illuminati Formula Used to Create an Undetectable Total Mind Controlled Slave

Some references to sex kitten programming are peppered throughout the video.

The creation of alter personalities is represented in the video with Christina being surrounded by  look-a-likes. She plays the role of the mind-control handler herself.

BDSM, submission and alter personalities portrayed in this “tribute” to Madonna’s Express Yourself

Ritual Initiation

The second part of the video essentially describes Xtina’s “initiation” through ritual sex. Some symbolic scenes tell this story.

Halfway through the song, Christina is dressed in black with masculine features and standing between two pseudo-masonic pillars.

This scene is similar to the VMA performance referenced above, where Madonna played the master of ceremonies. Christina plays the same role in this scene. She is standing on top of stairs, near a mysterious gateway, symbolizing her high rank within the “inner-hierarchy”. Her monocle covers one eye which refers to the Illuminati power structure. The master of ceremonies kicks off the ritual initiation of Xtina, the Sex Kitten.

In the following scene, Xtina is shown entering a doorway, symbolizing the “passing through the gates” of her initiation.

Xtina is then shown putting fire to her clothes, indicating that she is destroying her old self and embracing the new Xtina alter persona.

The initiation is then sealed and consummated by nothing less than an orgy inside a church.

The scene in the church gives spiritual connotation to the initiation. An orgy in a place that is considered sacred is a form of desecration that  is reminiscent of black magic rituals. The video is not simply about a girl wanting to “go crazy,” it is about an initiation into the “dark side.”

To further portray the completion of the initiation of this mind control slave, Xtina is shown covering herself with “black milk” or maybe black semen.

“Sexual abuse […]  is more powerful when it is put into the context of demonic magic. The abuser’s semen is magic and seals the programming. The ritual aspect of it, and the repetitive nature of the abuse creates several dynamics that accompany the abuse that wouldn’t occur in non-ritual abuse.”
– Cisco Wheeler and Fritz Springmeier, The Illuminati Formula Used to Create an Undetectable Total Mind Controlled Slave


In Conclusion

Although Christina Aguilera’s new work was accused of plagiarism by some pop culture observers, they fail to realize that she is simply following the agenda forced on pop stars. The standardization of the music industry has resulted in different artists exploiting the same symbolism, themes and aesthetics. Superficial differences define each artist, but the content and message of their music stay the same. If some articles on this site appear redundant, it is because of the clear redundancy of the messages communicated by the music industry through the products it promotes. This repetition is an important clue to identify the existence of a alternative agenda in the industry.

The complete transformation of Christina Aguilera for the Bionic album, and her embrace of ALL of the themes discussed in previous articles (including the “one-eye thing”) should send you a clear message. There is an agenda in the music industry and one must fit the mold in order to get promoted as a star. This does not guarantee worldwide success, but it is the only way to get the industry approval needed to obtain it.


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If what you say is true, I guess we should have all seen it coming based on her Album Titles alone. She first started out as Christina Aguilera (herself) -> Stripped (of all personality) -> Back to Basics (ready to be programmed) -> Bionic (the final product). What comes from here is really up to anyone to guess.

Maybe the orgy scene in the church–which is clearly Catholic/Episcopalian–has more to do with these churches deep affiliation with the illuminati and upholding and being involved in the grand agenda. Most of these initiates and members attend mass and are members of either the Catholic or Episcopal church, for example, St. John the Divine. Its okay to have those themes in their videos and not offend the papacy because it is not in opposition to its doctrine. Sexual abuse within the church is just underneath the surface and hiding under a cloak of evil dressed in good's clothing. There is the public image of the Vatican and then there is what goes on behind closed doors to those who have worked their way through the stages and rites or passage.

It seems that Satanists like to invade the Christian church to perform the opposite of the teachings of true religions of God. They turn the cross upside down. They use blood for "holy" water. They perform black magic orgies, human sacrifice, and cannabalism right in God's church at night. How do I know what goes on at Satanic ceremonies? I just watch the disgusting current movies, television, fashion shoots, billboards, and music videos like these!!! Thank you VC for your outstanding work. God save the human race!

DUDE that kid in the first pic the disney kids, that "some douche" kid looks exactly like Ryan Gosling…

I find it ironic that this video was considered one of the worst music videos of the year by Yahoo! So even if the Illuminati has anything to do with this, they really missed the mark with this one. Christina is going to be lucky if her career continues after this and "You lost me".

that "random douche" is noah from the note book ahaha

is there ANYTHING we can do to further reveal them?? i want to help this. I’m a singer and i’m horrified at what is happening. i want to fight against it

Meghan, please use your brain. Its not true.

The "Vigilant Citizen" is paranoid.

1) The eye covering thing: ITS A C. IT STANDS FOR CHRISTINA.

2) BIonic: It's her way (and alot of other female pop star's) way of competing with Lady Gaga. They try to reinvent themselves to keep up with the game in the music world.

hey vc, could you do one on adam lambert's master plan?

ohh, and can you do an article thing on jennifer's body please? I saw the film and i was like… is this for or against illuminati/freemasonry? it literally tells the audience that nowadays the only way for artists to make it big is to follow satanism, and it shows those people as the bad guys, but im really not sure what that means

I hate the whole thing, but what's worse is the orgy in the church

how the hell have we, as people, let this happen? ITS A CHURCH! a place of worship, the house of God, etc etc…

ewwwww this world is utterly vile.

I think that this website got it all very wrong! It is not the symbols that rule our world, but the intentions behind the symbols that really matters. You can use all kind of symbols you like for any kind of purpose (especially if you (re)create the symbols yourself). Many heavy metal bands use occult symbols to tell about the world we live in or to create their own energies (by remaking the symbols a little). That does not mean that there are satanic at all. On the other then it is possible to use all kind of kind looking symbols (fx. Disney figures or dolphins) to carry very evil intentions. I agree that it is a big problem that many pop and rock musicians are forced, tricked, or paid into making music that is telling that the "system" is good, to trust the government, and buy a lot of… Read more »

After I watched this video here for the first time, I was more pissed then anything. I have a 12 year old daughter and she is being exposed to this soft p**n crap. I was also disgusted by the total direspect towards the christian and church with the obivous orgy there in front of the painting of Jesus. How blatant and blasephemous!! It used to be just to cause controversy but now it is obviously more then that. We the people need to speak out more with this crap that is being passed of as mainstream. Xtrina? Sounds like a p**n star nameand she's half way there.

Hey Vigilante, I find your stuff really insightful and interesting. Though I think one thing you left out in this post – which correlates to the whole Madonna/VMA performance – is how much this video mimics Madonna's video for Express Yourself and Human Nature. (Along with a little bit of George Michael's Freedom.) I'd love to hear you talk a little about Madonna's past videos and what kind of impact they have had the current trend in media.

It's pretty disgusting where the world is going. Teens think it's cool und don't realize occult symbolism because the most are already dumb and manipulated as fu** by the media. They can't even decide between a real artistic genius and real trash. So what can you except of that folks.

Another GaGA wannabe. Man Christina was awesome back in the day. I cant listen to her anymore. It’s not the same.

she is coming out with her bi-sexuality with samantha ronson bka. lindsey lohan's ex.

its a shame

This Proves the obvious. women who go to L.A or live there….are soulless w****s 😀

What about Donnie Darko? Please!!! Write something about that movie!

"B and C then represent something most likely to be connected with a name."

"There is always a black madonna city in the centre of all of their philosophy, …….Madonna is then represented with two ladies dressed in white. One Brittany and the other Christina…Notice B and C are again utlized. Brittany of the left and Christina on the right just like on the bi-on-ic cover. They represent light in duality. Brittany has blonde hair and Christina has dark hair. Which is unusual for her, she normally has blonde hair. The black madonna therefore kisses both night and day, both sides of creation."


You know where the B and C come from?

Bohemian Club

With the wise old owl Madonna in the middle. Dressed in black of course.

Yes. There could be a connection.

I still love her..and I pray for her.She's beautiful and has one of the best voices EVER.I love her very much and this hurts me,badly..but good article VC 🙂 keep up the good work

All these theories can be traced to one source and that's the Satan, Lucifer whatever you want to call him.

Seriously does anybody realize how much worse this planet is going to be once their aren't anymore christians? I admit I do sin alot ut the things these people do will be judge one day and the fact that there will be a one world government is going to suck for those left behind. Especially most in the pop industry who seem to have the biggest influence on young people today or even just people in general.

Beware full aware that if you give in to these demon lovers, you'll be left to deal with the true horrors and atrocities that has yet to come.

The agenda of the Illuminati is decadence, immorality and perversion to spread and the music industry with the so-Stars to the tool. Superficially it is sold as a "liberation, especially the women, it is just the opposite. It is about slavery, subjugation and humiliation to the worship of the dark and evil, to sacrifice before the altar of the devil. This negative message to be conveyed to young people.

Do you guys think that this video is kinda similar to Madonna's "Express Yourself" video? You should check it out.. And VC, please make a review about that video too… Thanks in advance.. 🙂

eminem is looking at em like "this is wrongg"

her album sucks anyway…