How a leading American fashion model came to be experimented upon by the CIA mind control team

Mar 16th, 2011 | Category: Latest News | 117 comments


This Fortean Times article from 2001 describes the infamous case of Candy Jones, a fashion model who became a MKULTRA victim. It is one of the the most documented case of the fashion world mixing with mind control.

Candy Jones

How a leading American fashion model came to be experimented upon by the CIA mind control team

To the world she was one of the most successful American fashion models of the 1940s – but she led a secret life as a Manchurian Candidate-style agent for the US intelligence services during the Cold War. Colin Bennett analyses this tale of multiple personality, conspiracy, hypnotic mind-control and fantasy life. Additional research by Bob Rickard.

On 31 December 1972, in the lavish apartment suite of a New York lawyer friend, the well-known 61-year-old radio presenter Long John Nebel married Candy Jones, 47, an internationally famous fashion model. The guests on this happy occasion certainly had plenty of things to talk about. The five men who broke into the Democratic National Committee Headquarters at the Watergate office building in Washington DC the previous summer were facing charges of burglary, conspiracy and wire-tapping. Already, there were rumours that this affair might go all the way to the White House. Though the guests were no doubt happy, the Vietnam campaign still had two years to run, and almost all Americans knew what the result was going to be.

Nebel was the Art Bell of his day, and his all-night radio show had an audience of several millions, but that night, his mind was not on Watergate or Vietnam. He had just married a woman whose face had graced the covers of 11 major national magazines in a single month in 1943. During the Pacific campaign in World War II, photos of Candy in a white polka-dot bathing suit adorned the interiors of ships, tanks, and foxholes.

It had been a lightning courtship – barely 28 days – so Nebel did not know his wife all that well. During the reception, he noticed a curious change come over her; within a very short time, she lost all her natural charm and exuberance. Her voice changed to that of another woman entirely and her normally fluid posture stiffened. Dining in the Ho Ho Chinese restaurant later that evening, Nebel noticed the transformation again; it was as if she were uncomfortable with the Chinese decor, wall-mirrors and candles.

While preparing for bed, Candy began speaking again in the voice Nebel had heard earlier. Even more alarming, this strange personality within Candy had a completely different attitude towards him; ‘she’ sounded cruel, mocking and cold. When Nebel asked her about it, Candy was astonished; she hadn’t noticed the emergence of another voice or personality.

However, a few weeks after their marriage, she did tell Nebel that she had worked for the FBI for some time, adding mysteriously that she might have to go out of town on occasion without giving a reason. This left Nebel wondering whether there was a connection between the ‘other’ personality within Candy and the strange trips she said she made for the FBI.

Candy was born Jessica Wilcox in Atlantic City, New Jersey, in 1925. She grew into a striking blonde, some six feet four inches (1.93m) in height. Her classic American ice-queen face was fashionable before the more accessible faces of Grace Kelly, Jayne Mansfield and Marilyn Monroe came about. Though she was brought up in a fairly affluent environment, her father and her manic depressive mother physically, if not sexually, abused her. (1) Once, her divorced father, on a home visit, crushed her fingers in a nutmeg grater, and her vicious mother beat her on the legs so badly that Candy had to wear thick stockings to conceal the welts. She was not allowed to associate with other children and was often shut in darkened rooms by her mother. It was within such rooms that the very young, panic-stricken Candy developed a family of fantasy figures to keep her company.

In her prison gloom, she visualised these characters appearing in the twilight reflections of a large wall mirror. The name of one of these magical friends was Arlene, and she was to figure crucially in Candy’s later life. Unlike the other figures of this imagined world, Arlene didn’t fade away with Candy’s childhood. As a secondary personality, she grew up and matured with Candy. Arlene’s personality was a sort of mirror-reverse of Candy’s. She had some of the characteristics of Candy’s mother: she was tough and ruthless, sarcastic and cruel, with a grating low voice, quite different from Candy’s own.

This was the voice that Nebel first heard on his wedding day. When she was herself, Candy was the most loving, sociable and charming of women; when she was Arlene, she could become dangerously vicious, even attempting one night to strangle her new husband in a professional military-style manner. Nebel concluded, not unreasonably, that the mind of his new wife had been grossly interfered with. Candy seemed to be mortally afraid of anything Chinese; she was also afraid of doctors, psychiatrists and dentists, all of whom used drugs of one sort or another. Drugs were what Candy was afraid of above all things; whenever drugs were mentioned, in any respect, Candy’s ‘protector’ Arlene would appear, to vehemently deny that such things should ever enter “her” (Candy’s) body.

Nebel discovered that the changes within Candy had a long history and their trail led right into the heart of an organisation that many of his telephone callers had been talking about for years: the Central Intelligence Agency of the United States of America. Nebel then took a grave risk: for many years, he had been an amateur hypnotist, and he decided to put Candy in a light trance, ask a few simple questions, and tape the results. There begins one of the most amazing tales of our time, as told in Donald Bain’s book, The Control of Candy Jones.

While touring military bases in 1945, Candy fell sick in the Philippines and was admitted to hospital in Leyte Gulf. There she met a Dr Gilbert Jensen (2), a young medical officer who gave her vitamin injections which probably saved her life, or at least her looks. Jensen left her his card and said he hoped she would write to him. Many years after this event she was to meet Jensen again, with almost disastrous consequences.

In 1946, she entered a rather loveless marriage to the tricky (and bisexual) fashion czar Harry Conover, who was jailed eventually for fraud. (3) The marriage ended in divorce, in 1959, leaving her with custody of her three sons and her own fashion business with an office in New York. Some time in 1960, an old acquaintance, a retired army general, dropped into this office and, in the cause of casual conversation, asked Candy if she would allow the FBI to use her office as a mail drop. She assented, and also agreed to deliver mail for the FBI when travelling on business because, at the time, she thought of this arrangement as a simple patriotic activity. She had no idea what she was getting into.

One of her first tasks for this (unnamed) general was to deliver a letter to a man in San Francisco while she was on business there. The man was Dr Gilbert Jensen, whom she vaguely remembered. She had dinner with Jensen in San Francisco on 16 November 1960, a day which was to affect the rest of her life. Jensen said that he now worked for the CIA and had an office in Oakland, across Bay Bridge. He said that if Candy wanted to, she could get far deeper into the covert Intelligence business, adding that it could prove lucrative for her. With three sons at private schools, Candy was short of cash and accepted.

The first thing Jensen did was to hypnotise Candy. In doing so, he found Arlene and developed her, using hypnotic techniques and intravenous injections of highly experimental drugs. He succeeded in bringing Arlene forward in Candy’s mind so that she could take Candy over almost completely. This done, he was able to send Candy (with Arlene’s voice and manner) on various experimental missions at home and abroad. Candy would change into Arlene in appearance too, wearing a wig and using a different make-up style. Jensen aimed to create a ‘perfect messenger’, one who could not reveal – even under torture – anything about the message she carried, where she came from or who had sent her.

This operation was vast and highly organised. Candy – as Arlene, the virtual zombie – visited training camps, military bases and secret medical facilities all over America. She was studied and trained in every aspect of covert action, including explosives, close combat with improvised weaponry, disguise and communications. She was taught how to kill with her bare hands, conditioned to resist pain, and shown how to counter interrogation techniques. She was shown off by a proud Jensen to the military on many occasions as an example of narco-hypnotic success: the perfect warrior. Jensen’s pièce de résistance was to demonstrate that his conditioning was so deep that Arlene would kill herself on command. An idea of the kind of moral values of the people involved here is illustrated by Jensen putting a lighted candle inside Candy’s open vagina without her registering pain or fear. He demonstrated this before 24 doctors in an auditorium at the CIA headquarters in Langley, Virginia.

Candy, as Arlene, was sent to Taiwan at least twice on test missions, delivering envelopes. There, she was tortured with electric prods to see if she would crack; she did not. Deeply perverted sexuality appears to have been an implicit element in the covert agenda. In episodes which are disturbing to read, she was frequently stripped, put to bed, drugged, hypnotised and tortured by various parties, including Native Americans on American soil. She was put onto medical examination tables, suffered Gestapo-like interrogations, and was sexually toyed with by women against her will. Sexual approaches were made under hypnosis by Jensen himself, but Candy appears to have fought him off.

Of course none of this was about fighting communism. It was more an example of what Churchill called “perverted science” operating in an old-style Intelligence regime. The hypnotising of Candy was a gimmick-structure like the ‘spin’ put on the American tactical and strategic failure in Vietnam: the infamous body-count, the village ‘pacification’ programme, the useless saturation bombing, and the use of defoliants. The Americans would have been better giving the Vietnamese free Japanese television sets and putting them to sleep the easy way. But perhaps we are dealing here with something more sinister than a failed Cold War weapons system. The system might have failed against the Communists, but did it fail when it turned its head against the American State itself? Mark Chapman, Sirhan Sirhan, John Hinckley, James Earl Ray, and Lee Harvey Oswald are said to be evidence that there were other ‘Jensens’ at work in America.

Jensen knew he was taking terrible risks; he could not be sure whether Arlene wouldn’t put in an unplanned appearance at any time in Candy’s everyday life. Despite his precautions, this, of course, happened, otherwise nothing would be known of her experiences; Candy had no idea that she had been elsewhere or had done anything different from her normal round, apart from her visits to Jensen and to deliver mail. That was all she knew; the rest was a blank. After her adventures and tests were over, Jensen took her out of trance, and her conscious life became a seamless robe once more.

We only know this story from the audio tapes of Candy speaking under hypnosis and being questioned by Nebel. When Candy herself heard these tapes, she could not believe that she herself had undergone the experiences that Arlene described. From many tapes over a number of years, author Donald Bain skilfully constructed a complex four-character play between Arlene and Nebel, Jensen and Candy. Arlene is an abstraction in the head of Candy; Nebel is substance and Jensen is a shadow-figure. This drama was heightened by increasing external evidence that Jensen did indeed exist and was certainly engaged in the kind of activity Candy described. By the mid-70s, Nebel had terminal cancer and, distraught over Candy’s terrible victimisation and the suspicion that Candy had secretly seen Jensen several times since their marriage, thought of exacting revenge. He told Bain that he was going to kill Jensen, but Bain managed to dissuade him.

As a prototype for later books such as Cathy O’Brien’s Trance Formation of America and Annie McKenna’s Paperclip Dolls, Bain’s book is a brilliant achievement. Scorning a popular commercial framework, he spent a considerable amount of time extracting Candy Jones’s story from hundreds of cassette tapes. His approach was to juxtapose the abstract world in Candy’s head against John Nebel’s deepening questions, cross-referenced by the shadow-figure of Jensen. The tale went back over many years, but lacked the voice of Jensen himself; information about him and his intentions had to be reconstructed from one side of the dialogue only. Although he was only a shadow persona, Nebel was convinced that there was enough external evidence to show that he was more substantial than Arlene.

A more difficult problem was the removal of the many blocks placed, like layers of ancient brickwork, inside Candy’s mind by Jensen. Nebel tried posing as Jensen when questioning the entranced Candy; however, Arlene often noticed this tactic and warned Nebel that she knew he was tricking Candy. Arlene herself liked Jensen, whereas Candy did not. Nebel fared better when he pretended to be her alter ego, Arlene. Candy was far more comfortable talking to ‘herself’ in this way and, revealed much information about Jensen’s activities.

Donald Bain suggests that Candy, as Arlene, carried out many more experimental missions for Jensen than ever were discovered. He checked out her office attendance hours throughout the 1960s with her business manager. Over a period of 10 years, she was frequently absent under the cover of business trips on which it appeared no business was done. Fragments of these trips emerged under hypnosis, such as one occasion when she said that she carried a gun for Jensen.

Bain ends his book with a cliffhanger. Despite finally accepting treatment from straight doctors, Candy misses her Jensen fix, and becomes a secret junkie for her Arlene transformations. She tries to hide her attempts to contact Jensen and the CIA from Nebel. But what worried Nebel more, before he died, were the attempts by the CIA and Jensen to contact Candy. Her adventures apparently took place between 1960 and 1971, but Bain declared that he could not be quite sure they had ended.

The courageous Nebel (right, with George Adamski) died of cancer soon after Bain’s book was published, still without the answers he sought about his wife’s secret life. He drew some consolation from the fact that, for a brief historical moment, he had torn the mask off the hidden controllers of America. In a similar way to other glamorous figures, Candy Jones entered unwittingly into that mysterium of power which forever belies the conscious social-democratic view of nature and society. If Jane Mansfield fell prey to the forces of schlock consumerism, and Marilyn Monroe was a victim of high State intrigue, Candy Jones was certainly a casualty of the interface of the American Intelligence and ultra-right medical/psychiatric establishments. Both these national sectors were a vital part of the burgeoning American military-industrial complex which was flexing its new-found muscles in the 1950s and 1960s. (4)

Even in adult life, such high-profile women as Candy Jones remain fairy children, like the junior mannequin Jon Benet Ramsey, or Sylvia Plath. (5) Candy was chosen, most probably, not only because she was found to be very easily hypnotised (6), but because also she was one of the early prototype media-dolls. America first gave birth to this brood, and all its assassins share similar characteristics. American culture is still the main generator of the controls and designs of the world’s dream-machine, and its consumer products, like television, are doll’s house furniture. As dolls, such characters are more system-animals than human, and all kinds of experimental processes and changes occur within the hinterland of these two states, making the half-trance their natural condition.

It could well be that Jensen was conducting the first experiments in mythological engineering as part of the emerging MKULTRA (7) programme. Candy’s first husband had already made her into a super-doll, something that Jensen could work on. Bain’s conclusion is that Jensen’s work was within and for the Intelligence sector; but Jensen may have had an altogether more sophisticated agenda. If Candy represents the innocent imagination, suspended somewhere between the worlds of Jules Verne and George Adamski, Jensen represents the evil side of science. This is the dark world of Auschwitz which, as we know, was run as a joint-stock company by scientists, doctors, and corporate industrialists.

The artificial creation and manipulation of media-sirens may have been his primary objective. Like Monroe, Candy could therefore have been part of the early-middle development of what the American armed forces now call ‘non-lethal weaponry’. Perhaps Big Brother, like the coal-miner, has become an industrial relic; and perhaps Orwell was wrong and Huxley was right. Limitless cheap pleasure, not pain or suffering, is to be the ultimate weapon used in breaking the will of a population, without a drop of blood being shed.

Donald Bain shows that when sex and glamour are mixed with conspiracy and science (in this case experimental narco-technology), a ‘reality’ is enthroned which begins to look like a cover from the kind of science-fiction magazine both Jensen and Nebel must have read in their youth. On these covers, beautiful female bodies are snared and entangled with wires, consoles and aerials, well-endowed girls in torn blouses run from clanking cyberclones, and lizard-like figures wield hypodermic needles.

Long John Nebel must have wondered, at some point, just how close to such covers his life with Candy had become. For many years, sleepless New Yorkers had heard Nebel’s late-night callers rant about the very things that the entranced Candy described. As soon as Nebel heard the voice of Arlene, he entered the world of trance-state America. It is a world in which exit wounds become entrance wounds, and in which Jack Ruby’s last hours as a free man remain as enigmatic as the last phone calls of Marilyn Monroe… or the mysterious travels of Candy Jones.






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117 Comments to “How a leading American fashion model came to be experimented upon by the CIA mind control team”

  1. Dane says:

    Wow, mind-blowing. Thank you for the work you do VC, I really wish I had all the knowledge you do. Keep up the good work!

    • Andie says:

      Great work VC!

      Guess what I found? I google Long John Nebel and clicked Wikipedia, look what it said:

      "The fact that Nebel's second wife, Candy Jones claimed to have been the subject of CIA experiments in mind-control was discounted as a prank by those who pointed out his history of promoting hoaxes. Nebel, on the other hand, said that he believed what Jones had revealed to him under hypnosis, and never acknowledged that her story was false in any way."

      • Sandra says:

        I think he is probably telling the truth. Wikipidia and snopes are notorious for screwing with facts to hide the awful truth. I read the book. It is very good. I feel really bad for this woman and what she went thru.

  2. dana says:

    vigilant, how many readers do you have? just asking cuz I HOPE theres MANY!!!!!!:)

  3. There was a famous model by the name of Karen Mulder in the 90's. Part of the "Supermodel Pack". She had a melt down/nervous break down on television and claimed that her father and high ranking official abused her and preformed ritual abuse on her. I don't know if I am allowed to post the link but in case it doesn't show up, just Google "Karen Mulder monarch" and you will see that this is still going on today.

    http://pseudoccultmedia.blogspot.com/2009/06/kare

    • aprilmay says:

      :O

    • soldier says:

      wow man!!! i wonder why men arent mind controlled…why doesnt this technique work on men?

      • soldier says:

        and i really like how it says they used her cocaine addiction as an excuse…NO her cocaine addiction further proves someone was manipulating the poor girl…sometimes i feel like you gotta have a shitty childhood to be famous.

      • Godozo says:

        …which leads to a few scary implications…

        Like "would any sane person want to be famous?"

        and "who chooses whom becomes famous…and how?"

      • Because women have a higher pain tolerance than men. So it is easier for them to get to the point to where they can dissociate into another alter/personality.

      • Darren says:

        Actually there are male mind-control victims, however like MelaninandElthelHair said, women have a higher tolerance for pain, and they are more likely to disassociate than men will.

    • Wesmo says:

      I hadn't heard anything about this Karen Mulder story until I read it in these comments, and I was really intrigued by it. Today I watched the video she made just before her "breakdown" – it's here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWAjDqZHc6s.

      Not a lot of obvious symbology in it to my mind, at least not by comparison to the Rihanna/Britney/etc videos you see today (though the transformation thing is still the basis of the video)… but I really did wonder why on earth the stage was such a funny shape. Have you ever seen a stage that shape before in your life?

      Well, whaddaya know?

      http://i350.photobucket.com/albums/q422/ecartilag

  4. aprilmay says:

    WOW. flabbergasted.

    mind = blown

  5. maria says:

    Excellent article. What disturbs me the most, is that Candy tried to recover that missing part of her personality, just like an addict craves the drug that hurts its body.

    • Godozo says:

      Here's a thought:

      Maybe the Candy personality was as partial and artificial as the Arlene personality. Fact is, it reads like Arlene was the "no-nonsense" type, able to take care of business and watch over her "charge," allowing Candy (ponder over that name, please…) to be sweet, innocent, bubbly and pleasing.

      And maybe Candy liked some of the stuff she found out about Arlene, and wanted to merge the two. One thing about mults is that at some level they know how unstable they are, and that they want to become one.

      (I knew one. Even saw some of the shifts.)

  6. cords says:

    'non-lethal weaponry'…lady gaga, beyonce, k$sha, etc….Romans 1:18-32

  7. Jammer says:

    check out Karen Mulder's story as well….

  8. Rufus says:

    Wow…

  9. Patricia says:

    So all this is done for Money and Power?

    Very Ego-ish and Shallow for people who think they know better, people who believe to be superior in knowledge, they should know better, No Money or Power can buy eternal life, understanding or wisdom.

    Disappointing, I would think they held the keys to a bigger secret, but money and power is just lame. Unless there is something more….

    • NewCreation says:

      yeah you pretty much sum it up….

      "…even though we all agree that death is certain/ it seems we believe there's banks beyond earth (that's crazy!)" Lecrae – Got Paper

      I do believe that the upper most elite of Illuminati and NWO supporters are trying to extend their lives a lot longer so that they can continue to enjoy their wealth & power on this earth….some may even believe they can live forever and are so far succeeding as they spend money on one health/technological advance after another to keep them going until the next breakthrough occurs….think about how old some of these elitists already must be and showing no signs of slowing down? The trans humanist agenda supports this as well and people like Kurzwiel are waiting for the singularity to occur and for the ability to download their mind/being/entity into computers to keep themselves running forever supposedly….

      This belief has to be the only reason why so many elitists are doing what they do…only other option would be they believe that Hell is going to be a good place and that they will have some power there too OR that Satan will somehow overcome God and they will be rewarded for helping him do so but that is a really delusional frame of mind ha ha!

  10. EndDay says:

    What a good read! VC Thanks i wonder how many people can relate http://www.housetohouse.com

  11. Wisdumb says:

    I truly feel bad for these victims of MK ULTRA and the abuse they had to endure.

    • Sylvijohns says:

      It has happened to me as a child as I grew up poor. Then they tried to come back to reprogram me and make me a star. I got invited, but refused.

  12. name says:

    Video of bill clinton under mind control

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-pzqMUTyfI

  13. Sim1 says:

    hey vigilant this article was really interesting but confusing. I sent you a mail please can you reply back to me.

    thanks

  14. Abbey018 says:

    Wow! It makes me realize how deep this mind control is! And pop stars(well the elite) are trying to do the same with masses… :(

    If you ask me, the nwo has already started!

    Only the Lord will save us from this!

  15. Baby face says:

    The elite will do anything to control the world.in fact what we call democracy should rather be called democrazy. God help us all

  16. L says:

    "She seemed afraid of anything Chinese …"

    I started laughing here. Sorry.

  17. Love this website. Hey VC, I think you should do a post on the movie Zoolander. I think there are some parallels here. And again, I'd really like to get your take on the Beatles. There's a lot of material there. Paul's "death", backmasking, Tavistock, etc. Hey commenters, do you agree?

  18. Brainplague says:

    I guess the global elite are positively a closed society. They pick and choose who they will use and abuse. (Sorry about the rhyme.)

    If that's what life is like – to sell your soul for fame and fortune, I want to part of it.

    I'm glad I'm useless to them…at least I'm crazy on my own terms. :)

    • NewCreation says:

      Be careful about being "crazy" cuz a huge part of the Control Agenda's system is the mental health field/practice in America….I have many theories about mental health ranging from it being recruiting grounds for mind control slaves/Manchurian candidates to simply herding and stocking of societies "unfit" as a means of profiting off the "health care" by creating a field for doctors to make money in and taxing of people for Social Security purposes to "care" for these people and grounds for pharmaceutical companies to experiment and profit off unnecessary drugs they introduce at alarming rates. I was almost a victim of this "treatment" for being considered Bi Polar but i was smart enough to figure out what was going on and stopped going to these evil quacks on my own and quit taking medication that was only making me feel worse.

      Unfortunately I have a brother who was sucked into this and is sitting in prison right now doing 6 years for something he most likely didn't even do or even if he was a part of was unaware of it at the time due to the mental state he was in as a result of the years of "treatment" and medications he was receiving. He has crazy stories that hes been a victim of experimentation since his birth (he was born in a military hospital as his father, my step dad was in the air force and was born with deformities on both hands as well as a brain tumor) and claims that the same doctor has been stalking him for years as well as men in black and aliens. It all sounded nuts to me at first but over the years Ive noticed there are thousands of similar cases and all with a similar background so something is definitely up!

      Just don't let them medicate you and convince you that you need to be on SSI/Disability cuz that's how it all starts!

      • GOD's child says:

        heyy New Creation thanks for sharing your stories. And i am sorry what happen to your brother but you see why i am replying to you is cause something caughtmy eyee. when you said that your brother said he see Black and aliens plp it was actually demons he was seeing. Now i don't know if you believe me but i am not saying this cause i want to i am saying it cause i have to. There are many plp in this world who doesn't know half the truth and one is that demons exist. the same that happen to him was what happen to Candy Jones. both of them were demon possessed. This happen cause someone summon a demon from hell and that person for Candy was who she met concerning the job. I know that in america and so demons and plp who deals with witch craft are not so well known since especially they do it under cover. But in the Carribean and Africa and so it is well known and plp who do these things are called Obeah women or men and witches. So yes those plp who hypnotize them but in my words possessed them when the summon the demons deal with those things. but they would jus say its hypnotising plp but thats not really the whole story to it.

      • Summer N says:

        God'c Child I was wondering about that.

        as Christians we know that there are forces of both good on evil traversing the earth that we call home.

        With respect to programming of human beings, is that really a form of possession?

        I thought about it from the instant I read that 'Arlene' had a different voice.

        Could you explain furthur why you believe that it is possession?

      • GOD's child says:

        oh ok well you see why i say it is a possession is cause as it states that she develop a different personality and voice would change and how she would do things and not knw what she did when she is back to her normal self and how she would do things that she dont wont do at all. These are all examples of what happens when a demon takes over ur body. AND A Similar story to this is in the Gospel when Jesus cast the demons that WERE inside a man. and when Jesus ask reveal yourself ,they said they are legions cause there were so many inside of him.

  19. Zero says:

    Good job VC for making this article!

    However I feel very sad for what happened to her starting from her childhood. :(

  20. that one dude says:

    Zoolander

  21. Godschild says:

    Everytime i read anything on here, it is so unbelievable to me. Our world is a real life horror/science fiction movie. Then again, I guess that's how they are able to come up with these movies anyway

    • Tee says:

      Ha! I'm beginning to believe it's the 'fiction' part that is fiction and what is promoted as 'strictly entertainment' is actually a historical record. I mean I'm questioning anything I believed was from some brilliant writer's imagination! Who knew the Manchurian Candidate was even possible? Everything is up grabs now. LOL

  22. lexi says:

    @newcreation ur brother claims seem interesting. care to share more?

    • NewCreation says:

      I thought about asking for your email since this is so long but I figured some others may be interested in reading it as well. Its a long story and it honestly makes me depressed/angry at whats happened to him and the little that I can do about it….knowing that he is sitting in a California State Prison right now for something he didnt even do is heartbreaking at times (that's what i believe but I guess the court believed someones twisted testimony and he cant really speak for himself when hes unaware of whats going on and has no money for a lawyer). But I guess Ill go into a little more detail of what I mentioned.

      Fact is when my mother was pregnant of him she had just married my step dad & we were living on Davis Monthan AFB in Tucson AZ. She somehow come into contact with Tuberculosis and so she was given medication by military doctors who said it was ok to take while pregnant and wouldn't hurt the baby. She took it for a while but says that she felt like something wasn't right and so she stopped taking them. When he was born he had deformed fingers on both hands and only has thumbs and pinkies that are normal. He also had a brain tumor that needed to be removed by the time he was about 2. I also should mention that my mom went to the hospital on the base to deliver him and it was a month before her due date, when she got there they did a sonogram and some tests and then sent her off base to a hospital in Tucson to have him, which was kind of suspicious but not so much at the time. Afterward for years he seemed otherwise normal and was an average student in school although he had some speech issues and wasn't the smartest kid in class (both I and my sister born after him were straight A students and bookworms…he hated reading) he didn't seem to have any mental issues or serious disability.

      When I was about 7 my step dad got orders to go overseas to be stationed in Turkey and so we went with him. My mom was given all our medical records to transfer with us and that's when she noticed some paperwork on my brother and its still a little blurry to me as I was young but I remember her crying and telling my step dad that the Dr who gave her the meds for TB knew it was harmful to give her while pregnant and somehow she found out that the meds had been tested on maternal lab rats and guinea pigs and they had deformed births as a result. So she was upset with the Dr. and the military health care in general and sought a lawyer to take legal action but had very little luck with it as not too many attorneys are up too the job of taking on the government or military and if so not for cheap. I remember hearing my step dad tell her to leave it alone as well and that he was getting told by his first sergeant that his wife was stirring up trouble that could reflect badly on him.

      So for years nothing was done about this, I never knew how serious it was I just knew my little brother was different in some ways and I still cared about him and had to defend him a lot when other kids acted weird about his hands. Like I said he was pretty much normal and even got his drivers license and graduated High School although a year late since he'd been held back in elementary. Well after High School is when things got weird…I wasn't living near him at the time but was staying in another town with my mom and by then she was divorced from my step dad…my brother still lived with him and his dad would call us and tell us he was worried for him cuz he was doing strange things like going outside at night and staring at the sky for hours. He was getting calls to the police by neighbors because sometimes he would be talking loudly to himself even yelling. He would be in his room yelling at someone as well. He was driving his car one night and for some reason took the face off his stereo and threw it out the car and when my dad asked him what happened to it my brother said that there was people tracking him on the radio and talking to him telling him to do stuff he didn't want to do. He ended up getting into a few car accidents within a 2 month span once even hitting a parked car. As far as I know the only drugs he ever did was smoking weed, cuz where im from everyone smoked marijuana. I don't think he ever did anything crazier than that but am not 100% sure.

      It got to the point where he ended up being hospitalized and was in a mental facility in Sacramento Ca for about a month or so then was released upon being diagnosed as a schizophrenic with mild psychotic behavior….he was placed on meds and told to seek regular treatment and evaluations with his own doctor. I should also mention that while at this facility he "escaped" early one morning and no one ever knew how as he was in an upstairs room and the elevators where controlled by staff and no alarms went off for any emergency exits and there was no kind of evidence of his escape route. He ended up coming back on his own accord and said he didn't remember leaving at all.

      Well at the time he still had a military ID and my step dad was retired from the air force now but my brother, sister and him all still had military benefits and would use the hospital at Travis AFB for health care needs. So my step dad had my brother seen by military psychologists and psychiatrists and thats when the really crazy stories came out and later on I read some of the documentation on it.

      My brother told a psyche that he was a military experiment and was being tracked by the government and a specific Dr that he named ( they claimed no Dr by that name existed in the Air Force or any government branch) and even while under treatment at Travis this Dr started to appear again and my brother had one instance where he was restrained and put under evaluation again because as he was leaving an appointment one day he claims that Dr approached him,followed him into an elevator and taunted him saying that he was right but no one would ever believe him! My brother also told a psyche that he had been abducted on several occasions throughout his childhood and even more so recently as an adult. He said that most of the time it was by alien beings but sometimes they had human companions with them and one time it was only humans dressed in black suits (men in black) and that he had been subjected to experiments and memory erasing and other weird stuff. He said they were trying to brainwash and train him to be an agent for some sort of mission and that he would be punished if he didn't co operate or if he rejected the mission. He also said that he was really over 80 yrs old due to some process from space/time travel he had been subject to while abducted by aliens over the years and that they took him to another solar system where many different races of beings co existed and that a human government agency was there as well. He claimed to have lived there off n on for what seemed months or a year at a time and for at least 20 consecutive years at one time while being trained and that he learned psychic/telepathic abilities as part of the training, and that when he was returned to earth not more than a day or two had passed in our time.

      All this was written off as delusions of a paranoid schizophrenic of course and he was heavily medicated with drugs like Lithium and Thorazine. Keep in mind that this is a mere synopsis of his story and the documentation I read of his psyche sessions went into deeper detail of his "experiences" and were really wild. Like I said in the beginning he wasn't the smartest kid in class and hated reading. He never showed much interest in sci fi TV yet he seemed to have a great "imagination" of scientific capabilities and technologies. I find it hard to believe that he could just make this stuff up and when I did research a few years back I remember coming across a site with thousands of dedicated members who have all either experienced similar situations or have family members with similar stories. Some are extremely identical to my brothers story and a lot of them ended with the person being facilitated in a mental ward or prison. Some for many more years and some for life.

      I myself am now a born again Christian and find some of the claims from my brother to be beyond Christian reasoning and can only blame demonic forces without stepping further outside my faith. Maybe he's not lying and demons along with human assistance have made him believe this stuff or some of it may be based in truth if these Illuminatists really can travel to other dimensions in time/space but I'm not sure what to make of it. All I know is that he cant be just making this stuff up simply cuz he is nuts and thousands of other people are nuts as well with same story.

      To add my own experience with the unknown, I have dealt with a condition called sleep paralysis my entire life with earliest memory of it occurring around 3 yrs old. I wake up frozen but can see and hear yet cannot speak or move. According to study everyone has experienced this at least once in their life but some people have it recurring often like I do. A lot of times especially as a kid I would see people, dark shadows in my room and hear lots of voices speaking to each other. Now combining this with my brothers stories and the fact that I shared a room with him for most of our childhood, I wonder if there is any connection? I myself dabbled with LSD and other hallucinogens as an adult and came to some crazy places in my trips and even spoke with Lucifer for a few hours on one occasion but that's a whole other story of its own. Some of those experiences showed me things and I can see connections to a lot of things in this world I otherwise would have never believed in.

      Of course the average professional would say I'm crazy as well and have done drugs, my brother is clinically insane and my mom was an emotionally distressed mother who had trouble dealing with her child's unfortunate disabilities. That's what they get trained and paid to say.

      I warned you this would be long so sorry for the length of it. God bless!

      • GOD's child says:

        and this is what i am tallking about all these things that you said u experienced was an example of demons . all these plp you said you heard talking in your room was not jus aliens there were demons. but the question is are you saved? if your not i would tell you that you need to be saved cause God is calling you to do his will and i amnot jus talking caraziness. there are many many plp that are calll but only few would answer and seek him. If you know him you should betryingto have a close relationship with him cause that what he wants from us all. a CLOSE RElationshi.. and onceyou have a close relationship you will find the purpose he needs you to do.

      • NewCreation says:

        Yes I am saved did you not read the part where I said I am a born again Christian?

        Being "saved" is not simply enough though….I hate how america has made evangelistic Christianity into a numbers game that decieves people into thinking that a simple "sinners prayer" is enough to grant them eternal grace….if you dont do anything with this salvation it can die I believe….I dont know though maybe everyone who gets saved eventually comes around cuz it took me awhile even after being baptized & all, it took a few years to be baptized in the Holy Spirit as well and truly live for serving God and being in a repenting remorseful nature about my sins…..I was living for the world for a good long time even after being saved and loved the sin I was in still…now I despise it and can see the difference in my salvation. So I pray that this process is eventual for everyone who gets saved but I have many friends who I tried to bring around and they went & got saved and some been baptized even but they just dont get it….they still party, they still live in great sin and think nothing of it and its just wrong. I know I still sin in some ways but am always aware of when I am sinning and it bothers me a lot so I am always asking God to forgive me and help me rid myself of the sinful desires that my weak flesh seeks. I have changed a lot but still have so much more I can do better in.

        My brother was saved long before me and look at the mess he is in…I dont think he even believes in God now but I pray that he will even though his mind is so far gone that when he writes to us from prison he just scribbles on paper and sends it in an envelope……its sad how he's been attacked by these demonic forces and I pray that God shows his grace on Him and brings him back around cuz only His power can do so!

      • Ashley says:

        I can't believe you don't have any thumbs up on this!! This is so true! especially about the sinner's prayer not being enough!

      • Sami says:

        I am shocked, really.
        My brother is sort is similar, in ways. He was listed as a schizophrenic, put in a psych-ward before, and constantly talks to himself. I'm new to this type of stuff, CIA and mind control. Sometimes he yells to himself about how he doesn't want to go somewhere with somebody, but nobody is there..? It's terrifying. He's been on meds since he was a child because he was ADHD, but this is all just too real and frightening. Scared now..

      • M.B. says:

        "Fact is when my mother was pregnant of him she had just married my step dad & we were living on Davis Monthan"

        Your elder brother was not born yet but you guys were living in Arizona? Then you lived at the military bases with your step-father and mom…and when did your father pop in and out of the picture? Pieces of your story don't fit together. Is he your step-brother or brother? Sorry if i offend, it's just that when basic factual details don't add up, then the rest seems like flights of fancy.

        If you do indeed suffer from sleep paralysis, my deep sympathies. I do too. But i've realised it occurs more the more i think about it (what some people call "inviting trouble").

  23. LVB says:

    This one really nails it, VC.

    The sad and horrifying part is that we only find out about a few of these victims, decades later, and we know there are thousands (if not millions) more out there somewhere. Not always glamorous, beautiful or anything more than "average people"…but they have been savagely abused by the wealthy elite, military and "other" criminals of the mind control industry.

    Nauseating.

    The next time anyone says you are "crazy" for believing these things (after many long hours of research and fact-finding, of course lol), just remind yourself how completely insane our world really is, and then maybe rethink your definition of "crazy".

    Is it really that much of a stretch to consider that there are people so evil that they would do these things to innocent people (victims) and enjoy it immensely?

    Seriously?! :)

  24. Birds And Fishes says:

    It reminds me of Rihanna..

    She was once a young sweet innocent Barbadian girl that loves Hello Kitty stuff.

    And she's like a different person now, like possessed or mind-controlled precisely.

  25. Essential Truth says:

    & This was in the 60's…imagine what these people are capable today in 2011!

    They can probably bring an Arlene out from the most sane people among us.

  26. Peacherz says:

    And just think–this was in the 60's!!!… Technology has advanced so far from that era… I cringe just thinking of how complex and intricate this web of lies must be today–50 years later… And what will this world look like another 50 years from now?…

    • bunny says:

      remember…it is said that technology and science are 50 years ahead of what we, as a civilized society, are aware of. we oooh and ahh over new discoveries and technologies, but to the elite, it is probably all old hat.

      sad thing is, just as there might already be a cure for different cancer, aids, etc…there are also probably incredibly advanced methods of mind control and programming.

  27. ~b says:

    What's often missed in dissecting cases like this is that many of these victims, doctors, military and intelligence personnel often come from generational satanic families. This stuff has been going on for a long time… and survivors often claim that their clan, sect, bloodline reaches into the antiquity of Germany and other parts of Europe.

    "She was not allowed to associate with other children and was often shut in darkened rooms by her mother."

    This is standard practice for many families associated with generational dark arts.

    This stuff originated in Babylonian and Egyptian magic as seen in the Egyptian Book of the Dead… the scariest part about it is that these factions have infiltrated every level of the advanced political, military, media and scientific establishment… shit is for real… know your enemy.

  28. Reese says:

    Vigilant, this reminds me of a movie i just watched a couple nights ago. It's called "The Bourne Ultimatum" Its about this guy who is a highly trained assassin, who has been on the hunt for three years looking for the agents (CIA) who stole his memory and true identity. Anyways the movie shows him being programmed some. And in this movie the training facility is in Langley, Virginia, just like in this article! When i read that, i automatically thought of this movie! Also the guy in this movie is played by matt damon, the same guy thats in "The Adjustment Bureau" Just thought i would point that out. This artricle really reminded me of it, cause he couldn't remember what he had been doing for the past 3 years. Also "The Net" is a good movie to check out.

    • Tee says:

      Matt Damon also stars in the Good Shepherd about the creation of the CIA w/Angelina Jolie (who also stars in SALT as mind controled spy). Very revealing movie!

  29. Eric says:

    "Perhaps Orwell was wrong and Huxley was right."

    The world looks to me like they both saw half of the picture. First comes Huxley's vision of the world, the carrot. If that fails, then comes Orwell's, the stick."

  30. VIVA_ORGANIXXXXX says:

    Less and less surprised each time. I guess this kind of desensitization is good, because that means that they don't have the element of surprise on their side.

    Yawn the Illuminati-lifestyle is soooo like 2011..

  31. Rosario says:

    I have said here more times who I am. Annie's song Smooth Criminal. And the woman with whom Michael Jackson speech, This Is It

    And I want to make very clear about this: Anyone who does not accept that role into such nonsense, can not be forced. Who agrees to enter do so at interest: fame, money etc … and then they use these people at will, but first, they must agree to enter into that role. With me, people with very dark and twisted mind made ​​about me: black magic, I've felt, and praying to God, I managed to overcome these effects. I have been poisoned, and I did not know anything medical because conventional medicine does not help me, the few times I've gone to her aid, only me sicker. I was more in another world than this and I got out praying to God. Also, some people have come to the door of my house and give you some names: Branca, Macclane, and Dileo. I do not know who they were, then. They said they were doing an international study, and I was one of the few chosen from the world .. But the questions could not do in the door because it was too important, insisting that I was really the only choice in the world to perform this study. I was very ill yet, but I did not know at that time, it was a poisoning, and still could barely walk, had no touch, no taste or smell, and I am not aware, or half of what was happening around me, but was aware of my role in life, and I knew that in my house should not enter anyone.

    This is what is happening in the world, but witnesses and victims live, if not famous, does not seem interested.

    I never heard a single word about you

    Falling in love wasn’t my plan

    I never thought that I would be your lover?

    C’mon baby, just understand

    This is it, I can feel

    I’m the light of the world, this is real?

    Feel my song, we can say?

    And I tell you I feel that way

    And I feel as though I've known you for a thousand years?

    And you said you want some of this yourself

    And you said won't you go with me, on a while?

    And I know that it's really cool myself

    ————–

    This is it, here I stand

    I’m the light of the world, I feel grand?

    Got this love, I can feel?

    And I know yes for sure, it is real

    …..

  32. Howard Beale says:

    @ LVB

    Good reply and no, it's not hard to imagine at all. History shows that there are a lot of people who enjoy the suffering of others. Shit, just read a newspaper, they're full of that stuff.

  33. Fraka says:

    Now I understand better what is happening with Miley cirus, Demi and Selena… also hillary duff ( who is in silence since a while) now I know what happen when this celebrities are in silence: pink,… shocking…

  34. camille says:

    6'4? damn that's a big bitch.

    • soldier says:

      right!!! she should be on the hardwood not the runway :-D

    • camille says:

      the part about how dr. jensen would show her off at military camps was particularly upsetting for me… especially about how he burned a candle in her vagina. so incredibly cruel, inhumane, sad… what kind of person is proud to do this to a human? what is wrong with people?

    • km says:

      You make me sad. *shakes head*

  35. Isite says:

    Strange, scary stuff. I've seen a number of stories similar to this, many of which have been linked above by previous posters. It really makes you wonder just how many models and actors/actresses are a part of this. When you see them in TMZ or US Weekly wearing bizarre outfits and doing strange things, are they even being "themselves"?

    It also makes you wonder about the abusive parents of these poor people, since it seems that ALL of these MK slaves come from abusive households. Are the parents somehow "in on it" too? Is that why some parents abuse their children in the FIRST place? Or is it that abused people tend to be easier targets to manipulate, hypnotize, and victimize? I've always thought of child abuse as a vicious cycle of dysfunction that sadly repeats itself; now, knowing that it might go even DEEPER than that, I am even more saddened.

    Lastly, I am a very spiritual person who believes strongly in the ability to channel spirits, or at the very least, spiritual energy/essence. In my experiences, this usually has a very healing, therapeutic, inspirational quality to it. I am saddened by the way in which certain so-called elite members of society need to pervert EVERYTHING, including this, for their own selfish needs.

    Funny how I used to dream about being famous, pray for the spotlight to shine on me. I associated fame with freedom, the ability to do anything. How wrong I was.

    • Isite says:

      To ~b: I somehow missed your post when I posted this. If you are correct about abuse being a multi-generational, structured thing, then that answers my question.

      It is such an absurd, far-fetched thing to imagine… But more and more I'm realizing that anything is possible, and perhaps even probable.

      • ~b says:

        It's very, very real. The McMartin school case was real… they did, indeed find the tunnels that the children were talking about. There's many survivorship websites where you can read about people recovering from this… all from different parts of the country and all over the world.

      • Isite says:

        I will have to research that, thx.

        Here's the thing that makes me question this, though…. I know a LOT of people, including many people from broken homes and/or people who were abused in some way or another. (And we've probably all been in SOME form by somebody.) But FEW, if ANY of these folks (or their families) are Satanists. The only actual 'Satanists' I've ever known were awkward, pimply metalhead teenagers who were going through some kind of "rebellious" phase and who eventually outgrew it.

        I'm trying to figure out where all of these so-called Satanic people are… unless they operate under different guises and completely lead double-lives.

      • NewCreation says:

        The kids you talk about are really wanna be's when it comes to being "Satanic" and are doing it mostly out of confusion and rebellion…..

        True Luciferian Doctrine is different. People who are of this believe are taking Lucifers side in the story of Original Sin….instead of being tempted into disobeying God by Lucifer, Adam & Eve were "freed" by him. Its a crazy twist that they carry on this day in the belief that we can become Gods ourselves and have no need for our true Creator or to worship & serve him. This is why Lady Gaga is being used to spread the message of self love most specifically to homosexuals, transgenders, etc. They are taking Gods love for all his creation and twisting it to make it ok for us to live in a sinful way that is against his demands for us. Yes he does love all of us but he detests the sin we choose to live in.

        Oprah is another one of these proponents in her self help campaigns and advocacy of loving your inner self and finding God within you. Its all just a twist of human imagination to create the god they desire rather than have to answer and be accountable to the real True Living God.

        Romans 1:18 – 25….look it up!

      • ~b says:

        Yes, secrecy is the hallmark of their existence. You won't find many people talking openly about it if they are still involved because that would essentially seal their fate. These people take blood oaths not to tell and witness horrible atrocities as examples of what would happen to them if they did. A saying amongst them is, "Those that know don't say and those that say don't know."

        You will find a lot of information on sites where people are recovering from satanic ritual abuse (sra). Many of these people have dissociative identity disorder and many don't know of the dual existence they've lived and the abuse they've blocked out… crazy but very true.

      • ~b says:

        BTW, there's of course millions of people that have faced severe abuse with absolutely no connection to any satanic affiliation.

  36. rozbat says:

    don't panic. we are still and ever representative of the source. use your power from the source of eternity.

  37. Lexi says:

    @NEWcreation wow.. Im even more intrigued by ur storiesl lol…anyway thanks for sharing. I still want to hear more if u have time.

  38. GOD's child says:

    well this doesn't surprise me at all but i don't find this as just as a mind control thing. From what i know which is the truth is that this is an example of a person being demon possessed. Now plp can be demon possessed in many ways and one way is when a person summons a demon from hell which is what happen in Candy's case. When she went to her meeting with the man she had noooo idea that he deals with does things and that he was going to do it to her when she accepted the job. So that person or as plp would like to sayher other personality was a demon actually.T his is why when her demon would awake in her to do the jobs require Candy would not remember anything cause its as if her spirit was put to sleep. So yes plp mind control exist but its the demons who are the one controlling the plp . Of course there are plp who don't believe in these things such as psychiatrist and other plp who don't believe in demons or know about such things existing. But they do exist plp and some may say that i am talking craziness but i am know what i am talking about and i know the truth. And in the Caribbean which is where i live these plp who deals with demons and so are known as Obeah women or men. And to say for example I stole your pen and you don't but you want to know who stole it. they would go to the Obeah plp and ask them and of course they have to pay them cause its a business to them. The Obeah plp would summon a demon and ask the demon who stole it and that demon would say who it is and why do the demon know it is that person because that demon is around when plp do bad things. In fact all demons are around things that do bad things. Cause they encourages the bad things to happen. so just like how a police wants to catch a drug dealer they have to make a deal with one of the former drug dealers or with a accomplice who is working wit that drug dealer. And there are more things to this plp. Demons exit and so Does Satan. And God exist and so does his Angels.

  39. NJBeliever says:

    Great stuff VC. As the post above explained, it's not just a battle in the physical world. There is a big spiritual aspect to this as well. And the Bible predicts and discusses all of these things (demon possession, hearing voices, etc.). Do not be deceived.

    Here is an article about Katy Perry's new single "E.T." and the occult/alien deception message in it:

    http://wonderfultruth.wordpress.com/2011/03/18/ka

    God bless.

  40. John says:

    In other words to become and remain famous -model, actor, singer- you need to be mentally and physically abused as a kid more likely and later on. What a coincidence that most of them make claims for being abused. There is a repetitive pattern with testimonies and symbols to discard them as coincidences. If there is smoke ….

  41. Shawn says:

    @newcreation wat did u and lucifer talk about??

    • NewCreation says:

      I didnt talk about much really til I realized who he actually was and started to disagree with him and deny his offers….remember this was an ACID trip so a lot of it had to do with feelings of intuition and visuals as well.

      You see I made the all too common mistake of getting "stuck" in the bathroom while on my acid trip and staring at my reflection for way too long….I became aware that my reflection was someone other than me and this person appeared very charming even beautiful you might say without sounding homoerotic, cuz it was a man but something about him made me want to know more about why he was now in my place as my reflection.

      I noticed the background had changed behind him and was no longer my bathroom but a serene garden scene (Eden maybe?) and everything felt calm and peaceful about the place…..

      He began to speak to me in a language I never heard before yet I somehow understood (Latin? Sumerian maybe? who knows?) and was telling me the most inner secrets of my own life and he mentioned how he'd been involved in it since the beginning, I then got a third person visual of myself as a baby, and more fast visuals of myself growing older all viewed in pieces of my childhood. He said I was special to him for many reasons one being my intelligence and more so my inherit ability of intuition and sense of feelings for people and my surroundings. He then used less than desirable moments of my life to sympathize me and I had visuals of these times as well….mostly of the dejection of a father figure, he showed me how my biological father didnt stick around or care about me, how my step father physically punished me to the point of abuse at times and how he abused my mother, and said he too knew all to well how it felt to be rejected and tossed aside by his father. He then demonstrated to me how my intelligence seemed to get me into trouble at times in school & such and how being a smart ass was looked down upon by my teachers and how fellow students detested my capabilities to advance in subjects quicker than them. How I was often right when others didn't agree and that he too felt right but someone above him didn't want him to be right.

      Keep in mind up til this point I almost thought I was conversing with Jesus Christ himself….although not saved I was raised in a supposedly Christian setting and knew a lot of the bible. As his sympathies of my life grew more and more relative however I started to put the pieces together and realized who this really was I was facing. At the moment I thought the names Satan, Lucifer, Beelzebub & such I seen a look on his face and he held his composure for a moment longer while waiting for my reaction I guess. I almost panicked but didn't for some reason and fell into his trance again. He admitted to who he was "but thats not so bad now is it? Im not so evil as they say right?" and then he showed me some really sinister stuff that praise be to God I didnt agree with cuz had I been someone else I might of fell for.

      He showed me a "future" in many degrees, he showed me my possible future and how successful I could be as a leader, a conqueror of sorts on the earth. How people would love me and want to be with me and around me. How I wouldnt ever want or need anything again in material matters for it would all be mine for the taking at my will. He then showed me how this would be and I noticed my future self surrounded by dark shadows, demons who protected me and obeyed my command. How anyone against me would fall quickly and fatefully. Then he showed my death, a funeral with thousands of people celebrating, crying, marveling at my life on earth. And then showed me rise from my grave to stand next to him as he handed me a sword and some armor and sent me in to battle with thousands of demons behind me, a background of fire raining from the sky and engulfing all that was there…..

      And thats when I screamed at him and told him to get the eff out of my life this instant and leave me the hell alone cuz I didnt want any part of it. My cousin who was also trippig on acid came to the door and started whispering to me loudly for me to calm down and threatened to kick my ass if I didnt shut up cuz i was gonna wake up his mom. Thats when my reflection turned normal again and I realized where I was. I tried to open the door but it wouldnt for some reason. I kept unlocking it and locking it but nothing would work. My cousin was getting angrier and trying to not yell but he couldnt help but yell now. I heard an evil laugh echo around me and looked at the mirror and Lucifer was back although not so pretty this time and was in his angel form with wings and all. The bathroom got hot and turned orange and yellow like it was on fire. He warned me that it was my last chance or pay the price for denying him. I just shut my eyes and prayed to God that it would stop. And it did for a moment as I looked in the mirror once more he was gone but my own reflection looked strange and it appeared my skin was coming off me and revealing a reptilian/bug like entity underneath. I heard the laugh again. This time I prayed like never before and confessed to God that i was ugly on the inside and I was aware that I need him to change me and to keep me from letting myself become this thing I was seeing. Everything stopped, the door unlocked and opened and my cousin was staring at me like he seen a ghost.

      A few more things happened that morning before the LSD wore off but bottom line is I havent done acid since!!!!!! I didnt come to God right away either I continued in sin and some things happened in my life after that I know Satan was still trying to bring me to him and he almost succeeded a few more times (I was heavily involved in the Northern California Underground Rap Music Scene as an artist and producer by the name of CcytzO and had many opportunities and met lots of well known people that I should of gone somewhere with it all) but I got the hell out of Cali and moved to Arizona and finally gave myself to Jesus in 08 and as of last year truly changed my life around to serve the Lord and now I understand things from a whole new perspective….hence the name New Creation!

      • NewCreation says:

        I'd like to mention here that in no way have I meant to take away from this article with my posts but to the contrary am showing the relevancy of Lucifer in the grand scheme of things.

        He is the father of all lies, the prince of deceit….he knows us all pretty much as well as God knows us (at least the sinful side of us) and know exactly what tricks to pull and when to use them; no matter if you are a rapper, singer, musician, model, actress/actor, politician, military personnel, lawyer, judge, doctor etc. He will trick any human he can but it seems these types are used for his purposed most often due to the generational influence they can possess over others, their leadership capabilities and above all else prideful and desire some ways. People of this sort are strong in man made qualities yet can be so weak in spiritual ones. It makes the perfect instrument for evil to be used.

        I now am a living a pretty boring life and am glad for it in many ways, I am on probation for an old crime I committed and that keeps me grounded but not so much as my faith in God and the fact that I am involved in community with my Church especially the Youth and I present my testimony to others as a warning to what can happen if you chase the things of this world.

        I am working as a janitor part time I just had my first son in January and I couldnt be happier than I am now being this poor and lowly on the success ladder! Lol…my friends, past associates, clients in music and graphic design, all think I am nuts and that I am missing out on the chance to make money and gain fame & such but I will rebuke any of them for believing so and the more time goes by the less I hear from them.

        Thank you Lord and blessings to all your faithful servants now & in the future!

  42. mat says:

    @newcreations is a popular man hehe

  43. mat says:

    I can't believe it. I just found this information about Candy Jones in wikipedia.

    (((Candy Jones was born to a well-off family. Jones reported vivid, conscious memories of physical abuse by her parents, and that she had vague memories of sexual abuse in her youth.[2] She was shuttled between relatives, and her mother, Jones insisted, often kept her cloistered or locked in dark rooms. As a child, Jones said she had an imaginary friend named Arlene to help through her lonely episodes.)))

    Emotional and physical abuse again. In the name of G-d everybody who has a "career" is abused? I can't take it any more. I din't realise that abuse is such a common thing. If you don't abuse or getting abused doesn't seem to be the norm nowadays. Way too many models,entertainers have claimed the abuse factor, they are either attention seekers or abused in reality. I hope it's the first one, however the second part might be the case.

    Now I'm going to read the article of VC. Carry on the good work. You present interesting facts. Thank you.

  44. Sandra says:

    I found a great site about MK Ultra. The blogger on this site links and references VC's work a lot. The site is very informative and some of the stuff will really blow your mind. It is at http . intheknow7 . wordpress. com Check it out.

  45. Leela says:

    well, i just read what you wrote…and im surprised that this kind of thing does not raise more awareness. most people will think you are crazy when you try to write about things you remember and memories and such.

    i always get sleep paralysis too…..sometimes i can control myself and i have been wondering about astral projection…

    just read the karen mulder article again….it makes me feel sort of tranced just reading this stuff…

    • NewCreation says:

      yeah ive had a few out of body experiences occur during my sleep paralysis and have tested out how "real" it is….I tried turning on my computer while in this state once….and when I snapped out of it and was back in my body and fully awake sure enough my computer was booting up!

  46. Mari says:

    It is a form of possession….in disguise.

    • Ford says:

      True_Deliverance prayers will help change the horrible after effects_astral projection, spirit guides, YES especially hypnotism IS demonic possesion_how do I know? 1st hand_please do not do these things_if you have well rebuke satan in jesus' name_bind those demonic spirits_cast them down_apply the blood of jesus_repent!!!! And be loosed from those spirits that have attacthed to your soul_this is what's called DELIVERANCE and without it__i don't know where I would be__that God for Jesus!!! I know there is power in His blood

  47. Wanda says:

    Amazing work as usual, Vigilant.

    Will definitely be checking out the book!

    Thanks!

  48. Fleurdamour says:

    Check THIS out – Model inspired by Disney characters.

    Stef says that her ADHD leaves her dreamy, thinking a lot, and in her own world. When people-watching on the street or train, she can make up a whole story about their life, "even if it's not true."

    http://www.huffingtonpost.com/stylelikeu/a-dutch-

  49. NoWords says:

    OMFG this article gave me chills and reminded me of these two clips Lady Gaga uses in her shows. Notice she refers to herself as "Candy" in both of these. Very freaky and very sad!

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVveZqe0uuw

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0bTgrpl-ZAU

  50. Alfred says:

    The second I read the words coast-to-coast. I nulled this entire article.

    C2C is a scam, every word is fake ad staged. I dated a writer for that show, I know second hand it's all fake.

  51. gbc11 says:

    Oh well, it could be true or it could be false, we'll never know. But what puzzles me is why use her? She's famous, appeared in magazines, even if she wore wigs when changing into her other personality, she'll still be easily recognizable. She has a very distinct face.

  52. NewCreation says:

    @Hope is Coming it would seem that VC didnt take to kindly to our convo on alien abduction maybe? I dont know if you read my response but its gone as well as is the post you provided with the links to those sites…unless somethings wrong with my computer or something but I cant find the posts at all and it would appear they are gone

    • Hope is Coming. says:

      Yeah, I just checked and I never got your responses, and it's definitely interesting that he deleted our convo…wonder why…Can you email me at bbop1017 (at) yahoo (dot) com? I definitely wanna continue this conversation.

    • Hope is Coming. says:

      I also just noticed that all the other comments I made that have nothing to do w/ alien abduction were deleted as well. Does VC delete comments that don't have a real email address? Or perhaps I've done something to offend him…?

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    By Michael Martinez, CNN

    (CNN) The Society of Jesus' Pacific Northwest unit and an insurer have agreed to pay a record $166.1 million to about 470 people who were sexually and psychologically abused as children by Jesuit priests from the 1940s to the 1990s, the victims' attorneys said Friday.

    Blaine Tamaki, an attorney in Yakima, Washington, described the payment as "the largest settlement between a religious order and abuse victims in the history of the United States."

    The Oregon Province of the Society of Jesus is now in federal bankruptcy court in Portland, Oregon. Its insurers will pay $118 million and the Jesuits' Pacific Northwest province will pay $48.1 million, Tamaki said.

    "The $166.1 million is the largest settlement by a religious order in the history of the world," Tamaki said. "Over 450 Native American children – infants, toddlers to teenagers – were sexually abused repeatedly, from rape to sodomy, for decades throughout the Northwest. Instead of teaching these children how to read and write, Jesuit priests were teaching them distrust and shame.

    "Instead of teaching the Native American children the love of God, these Jesuit pedophile priests were molesting these young children," Tamaki told reporters.

    The Rev. Patrick Lee, provincial superior of the Jesuits' Oregon Province, declined to comment on the settlement, citing in a written statement the ongoing Chapter 11 bankruptcy proceedings.

    "The province continues to work with the creditors committee to conclude the bankruptcy process as promptly as possible," Lee said.

    The settlement also asks the Jesuits to provide a written apology to the victims, and share documents of importance to them, such as their personal medical records, Tamaki said.

    The abuse primarily took place in Jesuit-operated mission schools and boarding schools on Indian reservations in Washington, Alaska, Idaho, Montana and Oregon, and some of the children were abused by Jesuits serving in dioceses throughout the Northwest, Tamika said.

    Most of the abuse occurred in the 1960s, so many of the alleged victims are now in their late 40s and early 50s, Tamika said.

    None of the 57 Jesuit priests accused of sexual abuse by the victims has been charged with any crimes, Tamika said. He added that less than a handful each of Jesuit brothers and nuns working in the Jesuit schools also are accused of child sexual abuse by the victims.

    "This same province has settled claims before, but this is the big whopper," Tamika told CNN.

    Posted by: The Editors – CNN Belief Blog

    Filed under: Catholic Church • Christianity • Courts • Sex abuse

  54. mina mina says:

    working in fashion i can tell you all this exists, t's real and it's scary

  55. camille says:

    i was watching the movie 'from hell' last night and i was reminded of this article when the murdered prostitutes were observed and surrounded by the crowd of men in black suits. very crazy movie, symbolism everywhere, like sherlock holmes style.

  56. adam says:

    This is all based on what a fction book writer wrote and a prankster radio host told ;/

  57. rhae says:

    Very sad I can't wait til God returns and wipes the devil and evil off the face of the earth.

  58. NewbieTruthSeeker says:

    Hi,

    Thanks for the very interesting and informative article. I am a newbie in this area of thought and understanding, so please bare with me! I have one question with regards to the above which I hope you or someone else will be able to clarify. The article details how Arlene is impossible to crack under significant torture methods, so I was just wondering how Nebel was able to get her to talk through light hypnosis? From my understanding, Arlene wouldn't have revealed anything to him as she was taught to keep her mouth shut.

  59. reidh says:

    You need to develop more about the History of this behavoir or practice on the part of Governments. Where did this become a known effect, and what is its roots.

  60. cealie says:

    I'm just going to play devil's advocate here because I can't understand how they could send a gorgeous 6' 4" woman on covert missions. Wouldn't she be instantly noticed?

  61. RedRedskin says:

    I have one major problem with this article. How was it that she came to be in the company of Native Americans? They aren't exactly "the elite" in this country and as far as I now haven't had the best relations with the United States Military or Covert Ops. Can you cite a source for that please? I am highly offended by this statement considering that most tribes are not allowed off their reservations and were generally treated horribly and suffered the worst form of segregation in this country. The only thing that this country had to do with Native Americans was subjugation and genocide. Why would they trust them with one of their most secret covert operations. I'll admit that a few tribes, the choctaw and navajo, were used in the world wars for code talkers, but really if you can't cite a source or at least define the tribe, please remove that libel from your article. It is racist, unfounded, and seems completely impractical. How did she end up in Native American Custody on United States soil?

  62. RedRedskin says:

    Apologies, I just realized where this article came from and contacted them. Please forgive my temper. It's just that to me this seems unfounded and completely ridiculous considering how relations and racial sentiments were at the time.