Kerli’s Creepy Video About Mind Control


Kerli’s “Walking on Air” video is definitively a creepy one. The eerily dark atmosphere of the video is, however, not a simple question of aesthetics. It symbolically depicts the disturbed world of mind control experiments. We’ll look at the imagery surrounding Kerli and her video “Walking on Air”.

Kerli is an Estonian artist who was discovered by LA Reid and signed with Island Def Jam Music Group in 2006. She has a distinctive creepy-gothic persona, which makes her a quite original artist. While many fans are charmed by the twisted world of Kerli, those who are aware of the occult meaning found in her imagery can easily detect its connections with Monarch programming. As it is the case for many artists described on this site, Kerli’s photos and videos contain numerous hints relating to this practice and Walking on Air is the most blatant example.

Those who are not aware of the existence of Mind Control should first look into the research of the likes of Fritz Springmeier (here), whose work describe the origins, the purpose and the symbolism associated with mind control and its usage in the military and the entertainment industry. In a nutshell, Monarch programming involves making slaves go through dehumanizing traumas in order to force the fragmentation of their personality and the creation of an “alter”, which can be programmed by the handlers. The subjects are constantly monitored, drugged and abused. They have to submit to sadistic mind games and are taught that evil is good, pain is pleasure and so on. Here is a quick overview of Monarch programming by researcher Roger Patton.

Definition and Description   

“The name MONARCH is not necessarily defined within the context of royal nobility, but rather refers to the monarch butterfly. When a person is undergoing trauma induced by electroshock, a feeling of light-headedness is evidenced; as if one is floating or fluttering like a butterfly. There is also a symbolic representation pertaining to the transformation or metamorphosis of this beautiful insect: from a caterpillar to a cocoon (dormancy, inactivity ), to a butterfly (new creation) which will return to its point of origin. Such is the migratory pattern that makes this species unique. Occultic symbolism may give additional insight into the true meaning. Psyche is the word for both “soul” and “butterfly” coming from the belief that human souls become butterflies while searching for a new reincarnation.

 Some ancient mystical groups, such as the Gnostics, saw the butterfly as a symbol of corrupt flesh. The “Angel of Death” (remember Mengele?) in Gnostic art works was portrayed crushing the butterfly. A marionette is a puppet that is attached to strings and is controlled by the puppet master, hence MONARCH programming is also referred to as the “Marionette Syndrome.” “Imperial Conditioning” is another term used, while some mental health therapists know it as “Conditioned Stimulus Response Sequences.” Project MONARCH could be best described as a form of structured dissociation and occultic integration, carried out in order to compartmentalize the mind into multiple personalities within a systematic framework. During this process, a Satanic ritual, usually including Cabalistic mysticism, is performed with the purpose of attaching a particular demon or group of demons to the corresponding alter(s). Of course, most skeptics would view this as simply a means to enhance trauma within the victim,  negating any irrational belief that demonic possession actually occurs.”   

Alters and Triggers  

Another way of examining this convoluted victimization of body and soul is by looking at it as a complex computer program: A file (alter) is created through trauma, repetition and reinforcement. In order to activate (trigger) the file, a specific access code or password (cue or command) is required. The victim/survivor is called a “slave” by the  programmer/handler, who in turn is perceived as “master” or “god.” About 75% are female, since they possess a higher tolerance for pain and tend to dissociate easier than males. Subjects are used mainly for cover operations, prostitution and pornography; involvement in the entertainment industry is notable.

A former military officer connected to the DIA, told this writer, “In the ‘big picture’ these people [MONARCH victims] are in all walks of life, from the bum on the street to the white-collar guy”. In corroboration, a retired CIA agent vaguely discussed the use of such personnel to be used as “plants” or “chameleons” for the purpose of infiltrating a designated group, gathering information and/or injecting an ulterior agenda. There are an inordinate amount of alters in the victim/survivor with numerous back-up programs, mirrors and shadows. A division of light-side (good) and dark-side (bad) alters are interwoven in the mind and rotate on an axis. One of the main internal structures, (of which their are many) within the system is shaped like a double-helix, consisting of seven levels. Each system has an internal programmer which oversees the “gatekeeper” (demons?) who grant or deny entry into the different rooms. A few of the internal images predominately seen by victims/survivors are trees, the Cabalistic “Tree of Life,” with adjoining root systems, infinity loops, ancient symbols and letters, spider webs, mirrors or glass shattering, masks, castles, mazes, demons/monsters/aliens, sea shells, butterflies, snakes, ribbons, bows, flowers, hour glasses, clocks, robots, chain-of-command diagrams and/or schematics of computer circuitry boards.


Some Kerli Pics

Many images relating to Kerli give a sense “broken childhood” and the “lost of innocence”, which is a reality of mind control victims. The main image found in Kerli’s website contains numerous references to Monarch Programming.

There are two Kerli’s in this image. The one in the background is the “old Kerli”, dressed in black lace, symbolic of submission (to her handlers). She is looking back through her mirror and is apparently crying. The Kerli in the foreground is the “new Kerli”, the alter personality holding a stitched up white rabbit. The stitches allude to the fact that the rabbit was once torn apart, an image of the fragmented mental state of the Kerli. In occult symbolism, white rabbits lead the subjects to an alternate reality. The White Rabbit of Alice in Wonderland, a fairy tale commonly used in Mind Control programming , leads Alice through the Looking Glass. In The Matrix, Neo is told to “follow the white rabbit” in order to discover the Matrix.

Her logo, a reference to Monarch Programming

The next image might ring a bell for regular readers of this site. Kerli is surrounded with creepy toys, again referring to broken childhood and mind control. Her arms are symbolically placed in references to the hermetic axiom “As Above So Below”, as depicted in Eliphas Levi’s depiction of Baphomet.

Note the monarch butterfly on Kerli’s right arm, which alludes to the fact that she is mind controlled (programmed) into copying (worshiping?) Baphomet.

Kerli’s shadow bears butterfly wings, symbolic of her alter personality resulting from Monarch Programming
Kerli as a lifeless mannequin. Again, the separated body parts refer to fragmented personality
Notice above the eye-patch. As we saw in other articles on this site, the covering/hiding of an eye has become a typical sign of an Illuminati-related artist.
Another emphasis on a single eye

Kerli’s bio on Myspace seem to describe symptoms felt by mind control victims.

I cry a lot. Equally because of happiness and sadness.
I have at least 5 different personalities.
Crowds make me anxious unless I’m on stage.
I hear colors, I see sound
I believe in fairies.
I change my mind in every five minutes.
If I can’t write music for more than a couple of days, I loose it.
I make things.
I almost never feel like I belong. I am very uncomfortable having a human experience.


Walking On Air Video

At face value, the song is about finding happiness by believing in oneself and following one’s dreams. However, a deeper look into the video’s symbolism reveals another layer of interpretation relating to mind control. The title of the song itself refers to the feeling of light-headedness felt by mind control slaves during their trauma-based therapies. The first verse asks you what this song is all about:

There’s a little creepy house in a little creepy place
Little creepy town in a little creepy world
Little creepy girl with her little creepy face
Saying funny things that you have never heard

Do you know what it’s all about
Are you brave enough to figure out
Know that you could set your world on fire
If you are strong enough to leave your doubts

At the beginning of the video, a strange man (representative of her mind control handler) gives Kerli a gift:

It is a Kerli doll, which represents her alter personality. She brings it inside the house, which symbolically represents Kerli’s inner-consciousness.

Inside the house, Kerli and her alter personality are monitored by an “All-Seeing Eye” through a TV monitor. The fact that she is being watched by the TV (rather than her watching it) is representative of the mind-bending reversals found in mind control.

Notice the black and white dualistic floor, which becomes a Masonic checkerboard pattern further in the video

Then Kerli activates the ceiling fan and her whole world starts spinning, giving the same sensation felt by mind control slaves during traumatic experiences.

Kerli’s world is spinning

During electroshock therapy, mind control slaves are encouraged to “go to happy place” or to “go over the rainbow” in order to escape the unbearable pain. The lyrics of the chorus convey the same message.

Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it and you’ll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly so high and you’ll be walking on air
You feel this unless you kill this
Go on and you’re forgiven
I knew that I could feel that
I feel like I am walking on air

The second scene is also highly symbolic.

Kerli steps out from the wall into the kitchen. There is a total blur between reality and fiction. The bricked windows convey a sense of imprisonment and isolation. Her only escape is through mental escapism. Alice In Wonderland-esque reversals are found everywhere: snow emerging from her umbrella, cold oven and hot fridge.

In the third scene, Kerli is lying on a rocky bed, a play on the “pain is pleasure” theme in mind control.

The tear drops on Kerli’s face (symbolic of her pain) turn into butterflies. The transformation is taking place. Kerli’s handler than appears inside her mirror and orders her to go “through the looking glass”, another reference to Alice in Wonderland.

Through the mirror, the transformation has been completed.

The doll, Kerli’s alter, has reached maturity and is now in control of Kerli’s core personality. She has become the puppet of her programmed alter, which can be triggered at will by her handler.

Monarch Butterfly on the giant doll

Kerli is “freed” and released back into the world.

She however quickly realizes that she is (and probably always will be) bound by her alter personality.

In Conclusion

Although Kerli is not yet a big artist in the Americas, you will most probably hear more of her soon. She will be featured in two songs on the Alice in Wonderland soundtrack (how appropriate) and she is working on a new album. After reading this article, the logical questions are: Is Kerli an actual mind control victim, is she forced to incorporate those symbols into her act or is she willingly tackling those issues? Those questions are rather hard to answer. However, if we look at the music industry as a whole and the contents of recent music videos, we can conclude that imagery relating to mind control is becoming common. Other articles on this site have analyzed the same themes exploited by Lady Gaga, Rihanna, Beyonce and others. Different artists are used to propagate the same symbolism to different crowds. Since her signing with Def Jam, Kerli’s love of creepy and twisted imagery (which can be beautiful in itself) has been infused with Monarch programming symbolism, thus making her another “puppet with no strings” in the music industry.



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1 year 3 months ago

"About 75% are female, since they possess a higher tolerance for pain and tend to dissociate easier than males."

Actually, multiple studies suggest than men have a higher tolerance to pain than women.

Tim Baber
3 years 6 months ago
I think the military and the entertainment industry are not the only targets of Monarch programming. I have seen clues that Border and Immigration staff, Police civilians and strategic interest groups have been acquired. Someone wanted to work for the police in a very skilled role involving expensive training part of it was hypnosis (dual acquisition technically) and the funniest clue…they had to pay for it with their own money! I have also supposed that 3 clues in a geriatric ward suggest someone is experimenting with ways to subliminal influence Dementia patients. To influence them to give up and die quietly. I have supposed that street riots in London have ben a proof of concept that Monarch programming can disinhibit groups just as it can inhibit others. Sort of group stalking because Monarch now can be I suppose foisted on many people for a single task..a bit like Edward Bernays… Read more »
All-seeing Eye Opene
5 years 11 months ago

Don't you understand the end?

The giant doll stands for Mary, who saves her by cutting the cords off.

Of course the giant doll looks like her, giving the viewer a hint that only the puppet itself can choose to break free.

2 years 3 months ago

Heart breaking to read the details of what MK victims actually go through.

2 years 4 months ago

its lady gagas bad romance video all over again..

5 years 8 months ago

At one point in the video, about 2:38, her eyes are different colors. The right eyes is blue and the left eye is green (similar to the Mad Hatter from Alice in Wonderland's eyes). I guess that could symbolize the break between her two personas. Or something……Hey can anyone tell me what's up with the black dress? It's got numbers all over it……

5 years 8 months ago

How can they be so BLATANT in every single frame?????????The video was hideous. . .It screams ''Hey,I'm a Monarch too and I'm installing to your brain a program just in case we need more manchurians!!!!!!!"

5 years 9 months ago

This IS JUST ANOTHER Speechless Article.

After Watching the Video I Was Scared.

And SEEING so much symbols. its just woah….

i felt like ONE EYE THERE. masonic checkerboards…

BUT I FEEL LIKE CONTACTING ONE OF THE MASONRY CENTRES in My COUNTRY and research about this devil and satanic belief… if its real or a hoax as Wikipedia says

5 years 9 months ago
5 years 9 months ago

you think this is creepy although i hate to admit it one of my favorite bands the birthday massacre their video looking glass whether new or old material they have some pretty significant signs of mind control v_v

5 years 11 months ago

I came across this video and thought of this post…i thought it strange that such a upbeat song be represented with such dark/weird images… at the end of the video it becomes very very obvious as to what was happening… there is a lot of symbolism in this video, many parts of it reminded me of lady gaga's bad romance video… anyway i thought i should share it to see what you guys think

5 years 11 months ago

I find this video really interesting and the lyrics are good,

the use of symbols in the vid and lyrics makes it a great song.

The way it's looked on here seemes to be right to what the video and song shows.

For those who believe in God as a good kind of thing:

Lucifer and Satan is totally different. Lucifer is the first fallen angel, not a demon or devil.

(In my belief he is the first one to have awoken from God's hypnotic power and think self)

And i believe that there is no evil believes, only the people that doomes others belief to

be the wrong one and therefore evil.

And the end should be near if people continue to be greedy and selfish.

If we humans continue to not care about anything but ourself.

And if we don't put a bit of effort into not wasting what the earth gives us,

5 years 11 months ago

i really feel very bad any time i read these articles cuz this guys don't really know what they are doing. tho we all know that they are doing the wrong thing, we should pray for them. condemning them will not change one beat. the earlier we know this, the better…..

6 years 2 days ago

I scrolling thru the internet for this! jeez finally found it. keep it up!

6 years 10 days ago

I would simply like to point out (I don't know if someone has mentioned this already, there were to many comments to read every single one), that Kerli grew up under Soviet Union rule. SHe has stated in many interviews that this was her inspiration for "Walking on Air."

6 years 19 days ago

I would be interested in seeing a breakdown of her "Tea Party" video. It's obviously laden with symbolism and the fact that it is associated with "Alice In Wonderland" means it's going to be popular among tweens and teens…people my age.

I noticed prevalence of inverted triangles in her video, and I'm anxious to find out what they mean.


6 years 1 month ago
Also…just as a side note…if you want to see through the confusion between the two brotherhoods look at the ultimate effect a given song, music video, movie, book, etc has on you and other people. Does it inspire people to selflessness…or greed, egoism, and hate. Often it is harder to tell than you would think because as mentioned in a previous post many if not most of the "evil" in there's world wears a mask of light. They act philanthropic by donating a few million here and there to various causes (which to most of these people, on a percentage basis, is the equivalent to us dropping our spare change in the Salvation Army can around Christmas), adopting children from "Third-World countries"(…to who knows what ends), and other such things. With the rest of the 99.999% of their time they devise methods with which to turn the masses into promiscuous,uneducated,… Read more »
6 years 1 month ago
You want to see a hot mess? Here's her Myspace pics of her "MoonChildren."… For those of you not so familiar with the occult the moon AKA "The Insane Mother" is believed to be the "Mother" of the "Brotherhood of the Shadow" or as most here mistakenly call it "The Illuminati" and their ilk who work to essentially perfect evil believing that one may attain "enlightenment" through becoming purely selfish just as "The Brotherhood of Light" seek to attain enlightenment by becoming and helping other people to become completely selfless and altruistic…believing that enlightenment comes from denying oneself to work purely to benefit everyone and everything else. The confusion is intentional on the part of The Brotherhood of the Shadow. This mass confusion is what has caused worldwide religious extermination throughout history because people come to associate symbols such as the "All seeing eye", "the swastika", "the pyramid",… Read more »
6 years 1 month ago

I don't know if anyones seen Gaga's latest endeavour? Her dress made up entirely of meat. What's that about? Some sacrifice thing?

6 years 1 month ago

Could be sacrifice which certainly seems to be a prominent theme in their symbolism but I think it has more to do with enslaving the masses through consumerism. To be honest it's probably both and then some. Occult symbolism always has multiple layers…read The Bible, The Vedas, Sutras, or any great religious/philosophical/scientific works. Death by consumption is certainly on the forefront of Gaga's message. Look at "Telephone". Soda cans, cigarettes, food, honey (possibly symbolizing that which is sweet to the senses in general)…right along side chains, death, and prison bars. You do the math.

6 years 1 month ago
At this point, I don't know what to believe. I discovered Kerli for the first time on youtube via the reccomended videos section (why it was reccomended is unbeknownst to me), and I became highly intrigued by this mysterious, odd little creature. Admittedly, I spent hours watching interviews and such with a bizzarre interest for reasons I can't quite put my finger on. Then, I heard something that led me to search more and ultimately landed here. She had said in an interview regarding "Tea Party" that people are stupid about symbolism and symbols can easily influence people. Then she quickly added that she likes to use symbols to positively influence. So then I began looking up what appeared to be blatant symbols only to discover that based upon what I had read, no positive inference could be made. I could very well be wrong, and perhaps searched in the… Read more »
6 years 1 month ago
Kristyn: "Creepy" seems to be a vibe in your music, and mentioned quite a bit in the lyrics to "Walking on Air" and of course "Creepshow"? What is the meaning behind these songs? Do you have a favorite track off "Love is Dead"? Kerli: Walking on Air is pretty much my story. It's about following your dreams and just going with the flow. All these cats and hats and rocking chairs are from my own life too. I always used to wear hats when I was younger. They were all like ten years old and looked really worn but It kinda became my thing. And I once rescued a homeless cat. I even got some kind of a disease from it. hahaha. Creepshow is about not belonging. Where I come from, being different is not really accepted, we don't even have any other nationalities besides Russians. Everyone is like living… Read more »
6 years 1 month ago
A classic symptom of what is referred to by psychologists as clanging with a strong element of tangential thinking. Almost always a result of severe psychological trauma. Often seen in "schizophrenics" and those with severe "bi-polar disorder"…sorry I use the quotes because I don't believe in ridiculous psycho labels but in general they hold true as applies to the particular situation you are referring to. I implore you all though…don't hate these people because they are victims. If they have any choice it is simply the "American Dream". The ones that are the puppet masters are our enemies. I would be surprised if any of these musicians are even aware of what is going on after the programming they have experienced…and if they are their minds have been so corrupted that they cannot be blamed for their insane sense of action. Think of your own faults…see yourself in them, and… Read more »
6 years 1 month ago


Was wondering if you caught some similar torture devices depicted in this video, as well as in other artists' videos: i.e…..those black point-shoe boots appear on the feet of Kerli in this vid while she's lying on the bed of rocks; Christina Aguilera wears them while portraying the sex kitten in "Not Myself Tonight", and Beyonce wears them in her "I Am…Sasha Fierce" promo photos. I figured these "ballerina boots" would be considered torture since they're impossible to walk in….take notice that NONE of these singers are ever pictured actually standing up in these things….it's impossible!

I also noticed Kerli's long, sharp fingernails she sports….so do Beyonce, Pink, Lady Gaga, and Rihanna….another torture device?

5 years 11 months ago

bella….beyonce has actually had them on in her videos as well as rihanna….in which they are standing in them….i believe in beyonce's freak 'em dress….it was in one of the videos she release after "b" day came out…..but i wondered that as well….those shoes cant be just a fashion statement… one else is wearing them….

5 years 11 months ago

yeah, i saw beyonce standing on them in that video too.

definitely weird.

6 years 1 month ago

This is crazy! This song comes on at my work all the time!

6 years 1 month ago
While the author of this page is very good at connecting random things, testimony to the complex nature of the human mind and its ability to look for patterns, pointing out symbols and imagery in a video is a complete waste of time. Music videos are visual representations of the music, so of course you are going to find concepts and symbols and images from all over the place…it's called self-expression, but unfortunately you cannot express yourself without somehow using images others will recognize and relate to. A message sent is only as good as it is received. The most unfortunate thing about the author is he is trying to send out his message to the world and all its uneducated people with his own propaganda about mind control and other conspiracy theories. Of course there was research done by governments into mind control…but honestly, what will reading a blog… Read more »
6 years 2 months ago

Sometimes I feel like what you wrote describes myself. Like there is an Alter person in control of my core, that was not always there.