“Don’t Make Me Go Back, Mommy” : A Creepy Children’s Book About Satanic Ritual Abuse

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“Don’t Make Me Go Back, Mommy”, is a children’s book published in 1990 written by author Doris Sanford. According to the book’s description:

“The words of the text and the objects and situations illustrated are based on months of intensive research into the nature and practice of satanic ritual abuse. Any child who has been ritually abused will recognize the validity of this story.”

The book was marketed primarily to mental health professionals, school counselors, parent organizations, and support groups. The summary on the back of the book reads:

“When five-year-old Allison’s parents begin to see a change in her behavior at home, they seek professional help for her. They find that Allison and other children have been ritually abused at a day care center. Thus begins Allison’s recovery through counseling and through her parents’ affirmations that it was not her fault, that she is precious and loved, and they will keep her safe.”

While the book was probably intended to help children recognize and identify signs of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA), it is nevertheless one the most terrifying children’s book ever written. The book is written in codes and contains symbols only SRA victims can recognize, which makes reading the book to non-victims a creepy and scary experience.

As stated in other articles on this site, SRA is a basic element of Monarch Mind Control. This book therefore reflects several aspects of Mind Control such the usage of drugs, of mind games, of ritual abuse, of Satanic ceremonies and so forth.

Here are some pages taken from the book.

 

This vignette refers to a "magic juice" given by the teacher which implies that children are being drugged at the daycare. The image depicts white rabbits in a cage which represent the children themselves. Also, these rabbits might be used to show children what would happen if they break the "circle of trust". In other words, they probably hurt the rabbits in front of the children.
This page refers to a “magic juice” given by the teacher, which is a code word for drugs. The image depicts caged white rabbits in a cage which represent the children themselves. The teachers (handlers) most likely hurt the rabbits to show the children what would happen if they betrayed their trust.

 

This creepy vignette mentions children being locked in. More importantly, the child says that he "got married today". Behind the mother we see a children's wedding veil. Although not explicitly stated, this vignette refers to SRA victims becoming "brides of Satan" through a terrifying ritual conducted by the handlers.
This creepy page mentions children being locked in. More importantly, the girl says that she “got married today”. Behind the mother we see a children’s wedding veil. Although not explicitly stated, this vignette refers to SRA victims becoming “brides of Satan” through a terrifying rituals conducted by the handlers.

 

On the day of Halloween (aka the day of Samhain which is believed to be a day where the veil with the spirit world is at its thinnest), the teachers are dressed as a witch and a skeleton. "Becky's birthday" will actually be an occult ritual.
On the day of Halloween (aka the day of Samhain which is believed to be a day where the veil separating us from the spirit world is at its thinnest), the teachers are dressed as a witch and a skeleton. “Becky’s birthday” will actually be an occult ritual.

 

This scary vignette depicts a naked child inside middle of a "magic circle" where a satanic ritual is about to take place. The teacher says about the circle "There is no way out because there is no end to it" which is the kind of mind freaking things handlers say to confuse and control the slaves.
Her we see Becky naked standing in the middle of a “magic circle” where a satanic ritual is about to take place. The teacher says about the circle “There is no way out because there is no end to it” which is the kind of mind freaking things handlers say to  slaves confuse and control them.

 

This page refers to a bunch of dreadful things associated with SRA : The handler becoming the "other mommy", the real mother losing her "title". More disturbingly, the text refers to the "movie star room" which is where ritual abuse is filmed by the handlers.
This page refers to a bunch of dreadful things associated with SRA : The handler becoming the “other mommy”, the real mother losing her “title”. More disturbingly, the text refers to the “movie star room” which is where ritual abuse is filmed by the handlers.

 

The child here refers again to abuse coded as "magic surgery". The "monster" in the child is probably refers to the fact that victims of SRA are assigned to demons during trauma.
The child here refers again to abuse coded as “magic surgery”. The “monster” in the child probably refers to the fact that victims of SRA are assigned to demons during trauma. Notice where the child pokes the white rabbit.

 

The mother describes the syptoms of a children with
Notice the dead white rabbit next to the child.

While the author of “Don’t Make Me Go Back, Mommy”, probably had good intentions, the book’s coded wording and creepy imagery is enough to traumatize a child by itself. Let’s say this wouldn’t be my first choice for a bedtime story.

That being said, every time this book – or SRA in general – are mentioned online (i.e. this BuzzFeed article or the book’s Amazon reviews) there are tons of comments insisting on the fact that SRA does not exist and that it is a myth that was propagated in the 80’s. My question is : How can one be so sure and convinced that something DOES NOT exist? Why would someone even take the time to stress the fact that something DOES NOT exist? What’s the interest behind this? Is this a case of “doth protest too much, methinks”?

Is it possible that some internet commentators are being paid to make sure that any references to SRA is fully discredited and ridiculed online? One thing is for sure, when one researches the history and the mechanisms of Mind Control, combined with the functioning of the occult elite, the existence of SRA is far from being a myth. It is a documented fact.

“In the McMartin Preschool case about 800 children were witnesses whose stories colloborated the SRA and programming that was done, but the media, and the judicial system were able to cover up the abuse and make it look on television that the abusers were the victims! It wasn’t until after the case was over and the property sold, that the tangible proof (the secret tunnels with paraphenalia) were found, and then the news media has covered that up too. The abusers will often wear masks and costumes.

Let’s say a programmer wears a Mickey Mouse outfit, and the child would remember and tell, “Mickey Mouse hurt me.” Now who is going to believe the child? The child has told the truth, but will be reprimanded for telling the truth. It doesn’t take long for a severely abused child, who has been programmed to keep silent, to learn that no one wants to hear the truth anyway.”
– Fritz Springmeier, The Illuminati Formula to Create a Mind Control Slave


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I absolutely hate that this happens to children. God hates it to and those who partake in this dark twisted evil will be in deep DEEP trouble when they stand before Him. Sick. My heart truly breaks when reminded of this reality. Never having kids. The world is too far gone. Jesus come quickly.

It ought to be reiterated that the book was aimed at improving dialogue between victims and practitioners. it was not aimed at the majority of posters on VC or their children. Secondly and following on from the latter, does it really matter whether or not you choose to believe it really happened? There is nothing more soul destroying for a child to muster up the courage to speak up about abuse, only to be discredited by casual observors for who it lies beyond the parameters of their life experience.

I would add that our entire super-structure is ultimately geared towards forcing mommy to send the children back to the abuser. You would be so surprised, don't be sidetracked by a few clever resources or the odd caring carrot.

I was scared looking at the book!!

Good timing on this article considering the subject is being covered in True Detective. I would like to see your analysis of this show. Only 8 episodes.

VC this is an excelent article, I would like you write more about books and cases based on Satanic Ritual Abuse.

"My question is : How can one be so sure and convinced that something DOES NOT exist?"
i cant help but think tis is aimed at j. williams who wrote that highly controversial readerarticle about cults lol.

"SRA is a basic element of Monarch Mind Control"
is it not the other way around?

Who does things like these???? Why would they do things like this to CHILDREN????? How can they rationalize doing this..this makes me so mad…its so unfair

The only thing that I cannot get is how this freaking book was marketed primarily to mental health professionals, school counselors, parent organizations, and support groups!!!!!!

clearly if a child is coming home and saying he is "hurt and badly" there must be some physical signs. Now any moron knows that a young child making these remarks would be examined by their parents over their entire bodies. there is no possible way for any adult to achieve penetration without damaging surrounding tissue which is easily clinically observed. Do you actually think inflammation in and around the genitals would go unnoticed. The child;s whimpering and attempts to soothe would be very noticeable. I had a child in pre k in the 80's and I can tell you that if i perceived any marked changes in affect or behavior it would not have been accepted with the types of excuses you are suggesting here. You are bathing a young child and fail to notice either irritation or bleeding in sensitive areas. They would scream at bowel movements until… Read more »

Article totally creeps you out.
Fritz has written the definitive works on Undetectable MK Slaves…

DID ANYONE ELSE THINK THAT THE "MAGIC JUICE" WAS MALE BODILY FLUIDS AND THAT THE MONSTER WAS A MALE PRIVATE PART? THIS BOOK MADE BE BOTH EXTREMLY SAD AND SICK TO MY STOMACH. THERE ARE THREE KINDS OF PEOPLE YOU DON'T MESS WITH: 1. THE ELDERLY 2. THE DISABLED 3. THE CHILDREN. MAY THESE SICK BASTARDS ROAST IN THE DEEPEST LEVELS IN HELL.

I've read that it's a mix of juice, drugs, semen and urine. I think that's from the Frank Fuster pre-school SRA case.

SMH POOR KIDS 🙁

" How can you be so sure something doesn't exist?" I know right, my leprechaun comes worth me in my pocket as I fly to work riding my unicorn, and not anyone believes me!

Just because you don't believe in the devil (Satan) does not mean he doesn't exist. Want-to-be Satanist often get caught. But, real Satanists are generational and are seldom caught. People in the media like to make the exposure of the 80's of RA a case of mass hysteria at worst and at least, delusional. Gag orders were placed on police officers, and ANYONE, who wrote or spoke about these horrible crimes, were attacked by the media, and this was to "shut them up". Mind Control is a real thing, our government has been involved in it for over 50 years. I have worked with law enforcement and ministers for over 20 years. A good and very interesting book to read is RITUAL ABUSE: Canada's Most Infamous Trial on Child Abuse by Kevin Marron. Google Ritual Crime or Satanic Murders…..around the world. Exorcisms have gone up 700% in the last 20… Read more »

Yes Marie, very informative.This "world" is an illusion and life on earth is temporary and you are right, the time is getting closer & no second chances………..When that sun rises from the west and sets in the east the doors of repentance will close.

Who read this book? Who let your child read this book ? What happend with people in XXI century? They are really as stupid as media wants know? It is ridiculous STOP watching TV (disney Chanell etc) at twentieth century were so many good cartoons [in my contry Poland and in Europe(no UK)] the USA's cartoons sux, sorry guys, it is sad, but true.
Greetings from Poland

Maciej – While I agree that avoiding TV and other media is a good idea, the fact is that SRA is perpertrated upon children who are in the care of trusted adults (parents, teachers, etc.) The best parent in the world can't prevent things from happening to their child, no matter how careful, vigilant, and protective they are,

True Detective?

This comment may not be related to this article but it definitely relates to other articles like symbolic Pics of The Month – Jared Leto has jost won supporting role Oscar for his role as transgender and he's been regulary featured in this site.

I can`t even imagine the author Doris Sanford pitching her book to the publishers. How could the publishers think this was a viable idea for a book -even if remotely related to mental health-? And to think they came up with a SERIES of books titled ¨Hurts of Childhood Series¨…creepy to the max!

The 7th episode of true detective show us what these rituals really look like. The connection between this show and this article is really freaking me out.

In middle school, I went to St. Rose Academy (SRA) and it was run by Domenican nuns. Talk about programming! It just dawned on me that Satanic Ritual Abuse has the same acronymn as the school I went to. Catholic school can be pretty creepy, and this one was held in an old mansion on the southside of town. I'm sure it was haunted and we weren't allowed on the 3rd floor where the convent was located.

Madonna studied in a catholic school if I am right and I too have heard that catholic schools aren't good for children in terms of teaching good morals.

Am wondering who is/are going to be sacrificed for that oscar win for lupita nyongo. Reminds me go Jennifer Hudson's win

SRA is an urban myth.
Not a single recorded arrest or conviction in the entire world, in the entirety of history…has ever found evidence of this bulldust.

"in the entire world, in the entirety of history"- try some books or webbased research before u make an embarassing statement like that.

To clarify then:
Multiple law enforcement and investigative agencies have documented the SRA hysteria that pops up from time to time. Not a single one has ever found evidence of this being anything more than hysteria.
No evidence at all. Nothing. All this documentation is easily found and read on the web.

Try to give time to all sides of the argument whilst doing your 'webbased' research instead of just blindly believing the first hyped up conspiracy site you come across. A good start would be searching 'a prodigal witch' on google. If you do that and educate yourself on the SRA hoax, you will also find that basing ANYTHING on quotes from Fritz Springmeier also instantly kills any credibility you might have had.

And then maybe you won't make embarassing statements like your reply.

Woaah!! this is sickening! kind a coincidence that VC mention this while I am interest in HBO TV series "True Detective". The case story heavily contain SRA . . .

Who is Fritz? How was he able to write all those stuff about mind control i mean how could he know all about it? Is there anyway I can contact him to ask him questions? Thanks!

Check out the film-'hooray for Hollywood'

my BFF's mom was a school district counselor and has heard stories from kids about SRA in homes. She always had to alert authorities but never got much follow-up about what happened after any criminal activity was reported. It never made the papers though but those stories in particular have always haunted her. She never disclosed names to us but I believe these stories 100%, you would too if you could see her face.

This is really sad and heartbreaking to read of things like these happening to innocemt souls. May Lord Jesus do right by everyone going or have through this. And vc readers can you please pray for me as Im going through a very difficult time and Ive got no one to talk to. I have find my faith being tested beyond my strength and Im really losing this battle. Im really sorry for going off topic in the second paragraph, its just that Im really losing the battle for my soul and sanity. Thank you

I will pray for you Tumi. I am not of the same faith but my companion is an exorcist and I know a lot about how these things can grip your very being. Plese don't lose your faith or let go of your soul and try to hold onto your sanity. Just pray as much as you can, only to God, nobody else. Sincere prayer is never wasted.

Don't lose the battle or they win. Times like these are foretold in the Bible. Put on your spiritual armor & hang tough as a child of the Living God. God is still on the throne.

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