(06-09-2015, 01:49 PM)NK1 Wrote: For almost a year and a half now I have been the subject of something beyond my understanding. I am followed by many people. I am harassed every moment in time. "You are programmed" is constantly repeated. There are so many more phrases. It is like I just woke up one day and became this victim. I don't know what I can do about this as the hospitals, and police are involved. I am baffled at what they are doing. I know I am not schizophrenic but these people attacking me is trying to make it look that way. What they are doing to me is dangerous and my life is threatened. I am in serious danger from them. Is it possible to reverse what they are doing to me?
Can I ask, how do you know for sure you arent schizophrenic and is it possible you might have some other disorder like autism or borderline autism, have you taken drugs legal or illegal.
Not saying you are crazy but Ive had hallucinations myself caused probably by my brain being squished. There are different kinds of hallucinations and I dont just mean auditory and visual but for instance when voices are saying meaningful things or the hallucinations you see are communicating with you in a meaninful way rather than it just being nonsenical non meaningful hallucinations, like non meaningful hallucinations writing wont actually say anything it will just be scribbles but with schizophrenic type hallucinations are meaninful in this way and they can manifest in many ways too. Hallucinations can be very very real the ones Ive had of solid living moving things are as real as I see myself sitting here right now.
Where are you from, does you family have any links to the army or scientific institutions or anything like that?
Just try to remain calm. I know its not easy experiencing things like this and trying to keep it together but only you can really do that. Ive worked with people who have mental health issues and Ive also seen how somebody can totally freak out. Actually my first boyfriend when I was younger had a total breakdown when I was going out with him, he thought people were following him, would freak out for no reason, it was horrible, he was diagnosed schizophrenic but I dont believe that for a second hes one of the few boyfriends I have ever kept in contact with, the only one actually. Has anything traumatic happened in your life recently, have you seen a therapist or anything or speaking about traumatic memories?
Hope you are ok anyway!